I.N.T.R.O.V.E.R.T.S world

2009-07-17T08:31:00.001-07:00

I bought my watch today!!! for $15++.damn cheap but yea...the screw's kinda lazy ya know.But well, it aint too bad lar for 15 bucks.haha.looks nice on me and yea,quite satisfied with it.=)

Finish with the 2nd phase of our project. reading through the PILS were freakin terrible but luckily enough can split the job since there's 3 of us in a group.If not...nah! i dun even wanna think abt it.And i'm freakin stress right now cause there's a test on wed and i had to spend almost like a whole day tmr for the NEshow,so i'm left with sunday to tuesday!!!!!!!!!bleh...BAKABAKASHI!

Hope i can make it in time man.sucks lar sucks lar.FREAK!

2009-07-16T07:04:00.000-07:00

This sat got NE2! damn i really hope it doesn't rain.last sat show it rained suddenly like heavy rain pour? i got soaked from head to toe then right after that air con bus to send the pri sch kids back.Already having some cold symptoms man. took some panadol and i guess i had it suppressed for now.but if it happens again this saturday it's really the end for me.Got to bring my sun block there again just in case.haha.for the pathetic cca points...gotta work my ass off.this sucks but all good for now since its not too bad an experience.Got to go down to NUH tommorrow again for fyp.thats the freakin boring ittirtaing part but the good thing is what happens after!

GO FIND MY WATCHY!! hehehe....
k lar. very long never update already.this blog is like almost dead.so what's the point after all this negligence? my ans is...oh well? who cares. i just feel like doing so at this moment.haha.

kk...these are some of the pictures taken during cr3.[for army families].there are more but i refuse to post it up cause its kinda candid.like stolen captures ya know...unglamorous!so...yupz.just these few for viewing.heez.

2009-06-13T03:21:00.000-07:00

Went for my first Ndp09 training today! Argh...the training was okok.
Kinda boring cause we didn't get to do much but kinda beneficial since we get to learn the skills on dealing with problems.But i guess it applies a bit differently when you're dealing with the real thing on spot. Sigh.what to do.It just kinda give u an idea on what possible problems you might face so u can be prepared for it lo.
More importantly!i got to know a new friend.Haha
She's just one of those precious comrades who loves Korean movies and music bands like me.haha.A fan of Junsu from 2PM. yea, he's got a nice vocal.But still...i'm for Jaebeom and Chansung.Muahaha.
Kk.Better than nothing lar.At least someone knows korean stuffs next time i can share my interest with them.Otherwise it's kinda lonely and sad when you just had no one else to share this excitement with you right?
I'm so tired.I'm so bored! i wanna go out shopping and get some good stuffs for myself but thanks to that pathetic wallet of mine i'm stuck up at home with porridge and computer.Thats so sad. Just let me be some otaku or Hikkikomori for goodness sake.Nah! thought u dun wish for that to come.

Monday still have to go back down to sch for FYP. That is so freakin sad.Holidays are just for trainings and projects. And my friends are all scattered over the place and one will be scattered all the way to Perth coming this friday.What am i gonna do? I know.Yea i'll just send u a bon voyage as a goodbye and wish u good health.Fingers crossed x 10 for this very risky period.But still, hope you enjoy your trip! Dun forget to look for daggers for me! Even if u dun have the freakin money to buy, at least glance and stare it into your eyes on my behalf.YES.Thats the way u shld do things man!

2009-03-23T21:53:00.000-07:00

Sigh! Holidays are so boring. But its still better than school.iF ONLY we can go sch play around and not study.Attachements are starting soon. The requirements for work attire r super irritating...Have to wear long pants.have to this have to that....Urgh!!!!!!!!!

I hate pants. It's not my style and unfit of my image.What to do?
Sad case....
Lately just got facebook.Boring man.Just getting it for fun. And i dun play games.

The passion's drying up rather quick.Gotta look for some other excitements.

2009-02-14T04:52:00.000-08:00

Its been a long long long time ever since i even signed into this blog.Haz...
Sigh....really busy preparing for the year end exams right now,Which is like around 20th. I've received news that attachment would probably start around April. And the problem is..i dunno how to go NUH!!! How man.Sigh.Why can't they just open up CGH too?! This is so sad man.Well, then again it was my choice.So i can't really blame anyone right? Today is valentine's day...Wish all the couple in this world an adventrous loving relationship...As for the singles....dun be disheartened...cuz you're just waiting for the right one to come by..There will come a day where your other half appears.So just have to wait patiently.No rush.Chill it! haz..
sad case man...even if i were to say that i still gotta stay up at home at this time to drill up on my late revisions...sigh..

I've been visiting during the CNY and took loads of pictures.But u can blame on my laziness..I'm really lazy to upload the pictures and do all the resizing thingys.Its all too troublesome.Sorry.haz...And so i'll safe for the details..Nothing much.Its just the usual chats and things you would normally do when u go visiting yea.Kz..i'm off to relax.Gosh today's really full and bloated-my brain.

2008-12-22T03:38:00.000-08:00

The weather's been good for this holiday. Cold and nice.Haha.
Its been so long since i last updated this blog.Damn...still got projects to do.But my msn is down.Smth wrong.Always troubleshoot..sigh.going to redownload the stupid messenger.
I'm running low on cash....christmas is like arriving soon and i have no plans of what to do at all..So sad.Well, christmas...for me its a day to stay up at home and sleep.haz...dun get me wrong yea. i have a life.But i love a life without the crowds.it makes me feel dizzy and frustrated.hehz...most people would probably go down to town and enjoy the atmosphere i think? Whatever...i dun like squeezing with people so...i'll just take my leave from santa.its troublesome.haz...

SO BORING...last movie watched: Twilight.-a bit of disappointment.But not too bad till the end.
Upcoming movies to watch: Say YES to life or something? comedy genere.LOVE IT.gonna watch! =D

2008-11-04T06:16:00.001-08:00

Gosh! my father is nagging at me again. Seriously! What is a home for? It's suppose to be a place where you can relax yourself after a whole tired day. But in the end...all i get is just more and more shoutings and naggings and it just gets worse everytime. Being outside is much more enjoyable than being at home! Guess it just dosn't feels right to not be rebellious. Should i try being one rebellious kid for once? There is a limit to your unreasonable demands and lectures.Please just let me off will ya? You are not me! Don't go around lecturing about what i've done and not. U have your eyes stick onto the walls for 24/7? The things i did, were u there to witness? U weren't!So why isit that you are saying things without proofs? And just because u're a god damn father i had to suck up to your skinny ass and bear with all your nonsense? Don't push me too far if you do cherish this relationship we had. I've had enough of your mouth. The things you said, the actions you deliver are just too childish for someone your age. U are not god..just a mere human and so don't talk like u know everything....it pisses me off everytime when u speak of things that seemed as though u understand everything about me. In fact, u understand me the least.Since when have u really tried to understand my feelings and what i need?As a father, u've failed your duties and for that, i feel sorry for you. I'm just gonna live my life on and have pride in what i do. I'm sorry to say this but you aint gonna interfere with my life anymore since i'm no longer the kid who bows down to your "loud voice and big eyes". God,please know my pain and help me deal with all this frustrations.Lead me to the right path before i turn unto the evil. The very curse out there to set upon my very own father is tempting me. I don't want to...

No matter how bright, overflowing with light the image i build in my head is, my eyes would eventually wander off towards the shadows this brightness will cast. And what's waiting for me there....i wander...

2008-10-16T06:35:00.000-07:00

sigh....left my file in the classrooms. Again Again.....
should have learnt my lessons a long time ago and now i'm repeating it again. sad case...luckily there's nt much imp stuff in it since its only the brginning of the sem.Otherwise see how i cry u a river.

The lec's really sucky for this sem.I also see some unneccessary rules being implanted.Sch's really the last place i ever wanna go.This is making me really tired.

2008-10-13T03:01:00.000-07:00

Its first day of school-IS module. damn i had to wake up like 5.15am? sigh, slowly getting used to this kinda life though. The classmates aint that bad. Some pretty nice hunks around but the lecturer is really one hell of a women. She's freakin strict and demanding. What the heck in this generation do people still scold and shout?! Especially to students our age. Come on!! get some life cos we aint no kiddies anymore. Do realise that first silly! Sigh....my group mates just so the heck kinda people but we somehow manage to come out with the final presentation and things kinda ends up all good and well....so i shan't complain too much. Seriously....she needs to realise that we're all coming for her classes cos there ain't no frekin much choice left to choose from.Its not like we're really interested in starting some damn business of our own. Why the heck make us think like one? If we're that capable, why the heck do we still attend sch.

yea i know.....she's just too old to know what we are thinking. seriosuly in her own dimension.....

2008-10-10T22:11:00.000-07:00

Korean variety[We Got Married]
New couple [my favourite]
Feat.HwanHee from fly to the Sky
Hwayobi-The strange Girl.
Duet-Endless Love.

2008-10-10T21:49:00.000-07:00

Attended the class chalet on 7th oct. The beach was fun and something unforgettable happen.haha. SOMEONE wanted to take a stroll along the fine sands but almost had her shoes washed away."U should be smart enough to take off your slippers by then dude! hahahaha JOKER LAR U".....
Other then the strolling and all, cycling is an of course MUST DO! since you're at east coast park..DUH! haha. though my freaking raw butt was gonna fall.OOPS.hahaha. The BBQ wasn't all that amazing compared to my sec sch BBQ but its the thoughts that counts..well, i kinda enjoyed eating the potatoes too.But i had to buy a cup noodles in the end. Its nt the BBQ's fautl.Its just tt my appetite is too BIG and blame it on the fact tt i'm a food Queen.hehz.

Here's one photo i'm really pround of....but i looked a bit fat here.WHO CARES? i'm just so in luv wif the beach. That's all that matters.hahaha

Then the following are some random pictures my friend and i took when we went shopping. There are couple funny moments but i can't really remember and there's just too much to say if i were to describe it in details. Guess u guys aint interested anyway. JUST BLAME it on my LAZY personality.yea i know it sucks but dere's nth i can do abt it. I'm just tt kinda girl.haz......

Here it goes.....................
AT the toilet

And here's the photos i took at my sec sch Chalet. ALOHA LOYANG.....
i'm beginning to remember some awful memories....i had a super hard time finding the place.and somepeople just refuse to get their butt out and lead us the way.Sigh...u know who u are.But thanks for all the entertainments.U were really great. bORN TO BE A PIERRE.

2008-08-28T06:52:00.001-07:00

7 weeks holiday. These days have been rather boring for me. The weather's been kinda lonesome and moody. Well, it's a good time for some house keeping and resting.Haz.Been wearing my caps and sweaters, shawls and whatever. This is the best time to show off your sweaters and all since nearing the end of the year is always a bit cold. A level is just 2 months away. To all my friends taking A levels this year, all the best and good luck. Well, poor me still have one more year to go though.Haz.Well well, good luck. should i hire an entertainer? damn..s'pore is so boring. Shopping is no fun anymore, friends are kinda busy with their own stuffs. Lovers are just a pain to e eye for singles.damn.....Boredom is scary. I shall end here. Sigh..

2008-08-14T04:01:00.000-07:00

An ancient taste for a change.....

Do people usually use this as a cup? well, it's quite refreshing though.Love e idea.=D

OG.....

ARUGH....i'm just bored.and i'm being lame. This is an amazing view i've got hold of during the sun set..my room-wall
[though it shld be more amazing, i have no idea what this camera has done to my picture]

2008-08-08T21:28:00.000-07:00

Went swimming on friday then we headed for dinner and kinda fool around in the malls and took quite a no of pics. We stayed quite late till the security uncle had to shoo us out.haha.But it was fun with all these one of kind people.haz.Blends in well...
So here are the pictures.its alot! Lovin it.=D

After Dinner...here's the fun!!!!

Here's the modelling boys and girls.....

2008-08-08T21:05:00.000-07:00

My proud tamp Bibimbap.

SUper rich vitamin drinks. My dad bought from expo.
lemon and orange falvour. I prefer the lemon one though.

This is soo lame...so boring....arugh!! exams are coming so what am i doing?

2008-07-24T06:58:00.000-07:00

[ Jikan yo Tomare. ]Love this sng!

君と過ごす時間　あっという間
気付けばデートはもう終盤
離れたくない　帰りたくない
時を止めてずっと一緒にいたい

テレ隠しなセリフも
見つめ合う瞬間も
アナタと居る時間も
足りないけど
最終電車見送るまで
握りしめてくれた手
さりげない優しさが嬉しいよ

おとぎ話なら
すぐにアナタの居る明日へ行けるのに...
every time, everyday, everything...
言葉にしなくても
アナタはワタシの特別な場所
もしもたった一つ願いが叶うなら
二人だけの時間を　神様止めてよ...

時間よ止まれ　このまま
僕のたった一つのワガママ
だけど　それは叶わない
このもどかしさ伝えたいよ
１日たった24時間
足りないよ　あと100時間
それだけあれば　もっともっと
見つけるよ　君のいいとこ

今度はいつ会えるの？
何度も言ったら　しつこく思われそう
不安と希望が半分ずつ
この思いは変わらない　多分ずっと
君は僕をどう思っているのか

every time, everyday, everything...
恋しいぬくもりと
言葉にならない心の声を
これからは素直に伝えてみせるから
動き始めた時を　神様止めてよ...
ワガママでいいの
帰したくないと言ってよ
アナタがワタシを望むのなら
迷わずに心に花を添えるよ

every time, everyday, everything...
言葉にしなくても
アナタはワタシの特別な場所
もしも　たった一つ願いが叶うなら
二人だけの時間を　神様止めてよ...

every time, everyday, everything
もし離れても僕が繋ぎ止めるよ
アナタはワタシの特別な人
every time, everyday, everything
信じるよ　時が止まらなくても
運命ならいつだって巡り逢えるよね？

運命なら僕たちは巡り逢えるよね？

The time I spend with you is surprising
When I realize it, the date is already at its final stage
I don't want to let go, I don't want to return
Stop the time, I want to be together forever

The words I hide in my embarrassment
The moments when our eyes met
The times I'm with you
They're not enough, but
Until I see the last train depart
I'll tightly hold the hand you gave me
Your nonchalant kindness makes me happy

If it's a fairytale
I'll quickly go to the tomorrow where you exist
Every time, everyday, everything
Even though it doesn't become words
You are my special place
If my only wish could become true
God, please stop the time that is only ours

Stop the time, just like this
My only selfishness
But that won't come true
I want to tell you about this impatience
There's only twenty-four hours in a day
It's not enough, after a hundred hours
If that's the only thing that exists, more and more
I'll find your endless good

When will we meet again?
No matter how many times I say it, I keep thinking about it
A half of me is anxious and the other half is hoping
This feeling won't change, maybe, surely
What do you think of me?

Every time, everyday, everything
If it's a beloved warmth
Not becoming words, the voice of the heart
Because I'll show it to you honestly from now on
God, please stop the time when it starts to move
It's fine even if it's in selfishness
I'll say that I won't return it
If you're the one I wish for
Without hesitating, I'll attach a flower on my heart

Every time, everyday, everything
Even though it doesn't become words
You are my special place
If my only wish could become true
God, please stop the time that is only ours

Every time, everyday, everything
Even if we're apart, I'll connect the two of use together again
You are my special person
Every time, everyday, everything
Believe, even if time can't be stopped
If it's fate, we'll always meet, right?

If it's fate, we'll meet each other, right?

2008-07-22T07:18:00.000-07:00

Opted out form guitar performance...[No time to commit]
Tmr immunology practical test
This fri pathology test
Next thur immunology Quiz
Next fri Pharmaceutical analysis quiz
next next fri MCDD quiz.

.................................

Screw my brain if u can !
Actually..there's nothing much i want to say.hahaz. All my inspirations are in the Ommo book.I dun feel like repeating what that has been told.Wats said,wats written, can't be rewritten nor resaid.No particular reason...its just that the feeling is not rght. To write inspirations and record these impactful moments requires these impactful feelings and emotions...when these emotions are gone,it holds no purpose. THATS MY RULE.

Okok...these are some pictures i took with my new prince A960 phone. I dun think its a 4mgp quality but well...u think i care. In fact, this blurred pixels made it for the better.So why not? hehz......

Notice any difference? it looks e same but its not. usually people dun realise that its talken at 2 different places becos of the effects and our positions.ItS TOO SIMILAR. what do u.....call that? let me hear u say coicidence....

NONONONO. coincidence is but an illusion in this world. All that exsist is just the inevitable. yea.

2008-06-24T07:38:00.000-07:00

The event was very successful thanks to the supports from my friends.Yes, i know the tarts are very expensieve$$. I agreed too! TOTALLY AGREE.But still, its necessary in order to cover the cost and expenses so please do understand. Well,its for the sake of supporting a friend.So why not? Haz...i hope u guys are thinking tt? Oops, if u're not, sorry thats too late to do anything but still, i wanna thank you people.No matter u bought or not, coming to visit is already good enough.

THANK YOU VERY MUCH..

Now its the start of a new school term, things are gonna get tough and rocky again.Sigh...no choice cos tis is LIFE.

2008-06-18T22:19:00.000-07:00

HEY PEOPLE! MY IS GROUP MATES ARE CARRYING OUT OUR EVENT ON THE 23RD JUNE Monday. Selling beancurd Tarts

Location:
Ngee Ann polytechnic.
Convention centre underpass area.
Near Canteen 1 tables and chair area.

I know some of you dun have school on monday but please please!!!!!!!! Try your best to come and support us k. Thanks you. Anyone who saw this message please help to spread to your friends also. =) Thanks You..

2008-05-28T08:07:00.000-07:00

Sigh.test test test test.....
This place is nothing but TEST,EXAMS.....
I wanna go to other places.Where life seems more interesting and colourful.
With many other things[dun wanna mention].
NOT TEST TEST TEST.
u know we human are not born for the sake of exams.Sigh..sad case.
Screw WSS! SCEW CT. =( =( =( =( =( =(

2008-04-30T08:55:00.000-07:00

Coincidence is but an illusion in this world.
All that exsits is just the entirely inevitable....

Yet another young soul's depart from this world.Was is good or was it bad. The world is evil and sinful; yet it harbours the very precious memories of those whom time was spent with and bond that forms through the happy and tough times. For 18years in life...its not too short yet not too long.Its the most unexpected event but it happened,at this very day,this very time. Her picture was held up in midst of flowers.She was smiling gracefully but something was missing. Her prescence was gone....

i felt heavy,my tears were bursting out till there's no more left. My heart was in pain. Though i didn't knew her for long, somehow i feel sad.Really sad.Its terrible to witness the death of someone.Especially the young ones.Its too cruel but yes, its reality.I felt like if one of my parent were to die on me due to accident, i can never imagine the damage. I can curse the driver for life. I might end up living in hatred.I can never forgive myself for all the wrongs i did when they were alive. I dunno if i can continue to live well.Or if i were to die on them.They most propably won't be able to live on then.Because i was the only one for them, and i'm the only one they have....

Please everyone..cherish the ones u hold close to you every now and then because they can end up leaving u anytime.At least, be sure u dun have any regrets so that u can stand upright to your conscience and bit them goodbye when the time comes

OmMo's inspiration: Where do you think your heart is? In my case, the heart is found right in my fist, my hands.
When people meet,a bond between em is born for the first time. Our hearts aren't inside our bodies. When we think of something or care about someone, that is where our hearts are born. If you were the only person in this world, then your heart won't be anywhere. If you wish with all your heart to stay here, then your heart will remain here.
Our bodies are souls themselves.When we die,our bodies will turn to dust.So then, where do our hearts go?
We entrust our hearts to our friends,families.By doing so, it continues to live on inside them....

You were really strong today...it must be a lie to say that it was ok,but u took it really well.I'm really sorry because i had decided to stay strong for you at least. But i wasn't able to do so. I wasn't stong enough to be there for your support. But please...i just want you to know that there's no wrong to cry out loud. Yes, in a positive point of view, its good to stay optimistic and be happy for her journey to heaven but at the same time, its only natural to want to shed tears for those whom u held close to you. Its not a bad thing nor its embarrassing. Its only because of love u got hurt, because of the bonds u share together that makes it so much lonelier and hard to bear.Thats why at least,if you ever needed someone there by your side..please do not hesitate to look for us.Because that's what friends are for. To lend you a pair of ears when u needed someone o pour your sorrows and complains to; To lend you a shoulder to cry on; to lend you a firm hand to grab on when you feel like you're falling; and of course, to be there when u needed em.No one is perfect.Everyone have times when they are weak..so whats up with that? Just find a place or something to rest on.Thats what being humans are. We are not god.Remember that...
To take a step back is to prepare for a better journey ahead.

2008-04-27T23:41:00.000-07:00

SHIT!! I HATE 1&E
i really hate it....
Sponsorships are hard to find. Own $$$$ are hard to fork and to earn back the $$ is just MISSION IMPOSSIBLE. Sigh..why do i have to choose this module. Its so different from what i thought it would turned out to be. What the hell!!!!!!!!!!!!

Er..just thinking that each one of us might have to fork out abt $100 just makes me mad. And my hands are propably too heavy to actaully reach out for that pathetic wallet of mine to get those shitty $$. COME ON!! get some life!!!
Whats with this event when u will end up losing the $$.WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH THESE POEPLE?!
WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH MODULE?!
I know the earth's already have a hole but please dun make it worse!! WHATS GONNA HAPPEN IF HOLES ARE GETTING DRILLED IN HUMAN BRAINS TOO?! COME ON. ,MEND UP THE HOLES PEOPLE. if u can't i'll help ya yea. Sigh..
whats up with this freaky people man. SHIT.

2008-04-01T05:44:00.000-07:00

What a day! Went for work at 9am.Then deliver the docs to the headquaters.Came back and continue with banking.Sigh...running here and there seriously aint my kinda thing. Can u imagine this kinda chores u need to do especially early in the morning? Met philson today, finally! haz..i was wondering who this guy could be since there's only one other boy other then haikal.LOL.Well, my first impression towards him weren't too bad though. He's definitely a nice guy.=D.Funny till u can roll over the floor perhaps.Haz..One thing i'm sure, he's really tall! Think at least 1.8m++. Then after work have to go the the CPF board to settle some stuffs. Damn the CPF education scheme.My request got rejected man! LEADING TO DAD ENTERING INTO A FREAK MODE and me-STRESS. How dare they reject this yuting sama! Seriously screw em'. But fortunately everything's settled.At least, i think so.hahaz. Shall wait for their reply.

Ok! i've kept some of my friends waiting. Here are the chalets pictres. There are more but unfortunately there's this slow friend of mine who's really slow at keeping promises.LOL.no offense girl. Take your time yea. Its only a few if i had remembered correctly. Just dun forget abt it and thats good enough. So here it goes.........

2008-03-23T22:46:00.000-07:00

School's gonna reopen soon.I hate it but i hate it even more when the holidays are too long. it just doesn't feels right.The conert's in july. There's lots of practice needed and yea, have to stay back for practice for thurs and fri. Its bad.YEA.BAD!! U know i hate all these kinda things. But i hate myself more for not being able to do anything abt it. Its this cursed character of mine to finish things i've already started on. Guess its this cursed personality of mine that keeps me going. U can call it a blessing ? Probably...

lately, i've been feeling thankful for all the things and moments i've experienced through these 18 years of mine. Nostalgic.I came to remember abt this very precious friend of mine back in pri sch. She was an important person to me and i've always wanted to protect and treasure the bonds we shared and build together.
"Haiz.." The inevitable parting feels lonelier because it was so enjoyable..i guess. Betrayal from someone u held close to your heart huh, certainly aint something anyone wants to experience yea. She was such an important friend and yet again, the factor that changed my whole life. Making me realise how ignorant i was back then.The people i've let down, those whom i've hurt. Feelings and emotions just came rushing through me.Felt like the whole world has turned against me.LOL.why am i saying all these after so many years.it no longer bothers me since its became an ancient memory. But i know it'll never go off since its an old scar embelded deep in this heart of mine.

Thats why i'm thnakful.For the happy times we've had, and for the harsh reality that comes by. These feelings will be same for others as well.Current friends and new bonds that i've build...the bad times and the good.Everything has its purpose i guess. Those are the things which builds up this insignificant me. why do i keep holding on to it then? Now i've found the reason why...

Its because i've got a reason to see a TOMORROW coming. A purpose to fufill and to not let down those who has yet to given up faith on me.

2008-03-09T05:47:00.000-07:00

Today off! Hooray.Tmr also off.Till tuesday then start work again.Sigh.
Went church this morning.Feels so good to be back in church again. Felt like i've once again searched the path of light.Yea.Amen.

Today's preaching was rather interesting.About love. Its complicated so i won't explain in details though.U know it can be really tiring to actaully type out everything yea. Well...this is something i've learnt which is super meaningful and i think i ought to share it with u people out there.

Here's the question from a student: Is there darkness in this world?

Ans from the professor: Yes.

Student replied: No.There is no darkness.Darkness is only a term used to describe a situation where there's no prescence of light. Even a ray of light is enough to illuminate and glow in a room of darkness. All that is needed was a dim ray of light to fill the darkness with warmth and hope. In physics-Light itself can be measured. However, the depth of darkness can never be measured. Hence,People uses light to measure the degree of darkness."Something like that.there's more explanation to it but i can't remember it all.=D"

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Anoter question from a student: So, is there evil in this world?

Ans from the professor: Yes.

Student replied: No, there is no evil. Evil is just like darkness that can occur only in the abscence of righteous[Light].When there is love, evil and hatred cease to exist.Evil only come in company with coldness when there's lonesome.It does not exsist unto itself unless a condition is met.

See! power right. I felt so inspired man.Hahaz...my explanation was bad. It was much better when the pastor did the preaching. It was a true letter written by a professor who teaches in this xxxx university from overseas regarding the religious teachings.Oh well..it's some sort of exchange in opinions during a lecture and he was amazed by the student's understanding towards christ. So he wrote the letter hoping that the pastor could maybe share it with us. =D

Ok.Enough of all the preachings. After church, i went escape theme park with my neighbour.She's got extra tickets for it.And then we headed to the park for cycling. See! What a fruitful day yea.There will be more activities following up.=D
Work, shoppings, sports,gathering activities chalet etc.Guess this holiday would be a much better one copmpared to the previous holidays.Guess getting things i like aint much a big fuss now since i'm working and there's extra income.=D

Oh yea...this was the yukiest soup i've ever had. Its super disgusting!!! Taste like some rotten green tea. A sip and THATS IT!! And this boy over here's my neighbour's brother. We went church together in the morning and had breakfast together. =)

2008-03-09T05:44:00.000-07:00

Photos part II.

2008-03-06T19:05:00.000-08:00

The long awaited moments....FRIENDS GATHERING.
haz...Went to town a few days ago with my sec best friends.Haz...the amusing FIVE. Ok.thats juts a lame group name i invented.heh heh.For the fist time we shop until so late.Cause this yanka girl will uaully need to rush home for something.Ok lar.Sometimes i also.Wanna watch my show.But now i never watch already.So i'm fine with any time.DUh.Plus! Its holiday man.

Went to star bucks also.We had loads of fun. Chatting about love affairs, gossips. I think we made a lot of noise.Somehow i keep having a feeling that people are staring at us like "what's with this crowd?" LYNETTE LAUGH SO FUNNY!!! HAHAHAHA so loud also.Sigh. And as usual lar. I dun really like taking photos since i not so photogenic.Haz.so u can see i'm always secretly taking those candid pictures.Its super good man.Those candid pic.I'm sooo pround of my photography skills.HEHZ.But of course, the models are surprisingly photogenic lar.Thats why its so successful.LOL. damn, tomorrow must go work again. from 12-5pm.So sianz..but then got $$.So for the sake of $$$$$.NO CHOICE LO.=D

Here's the photos..........

2008-03-02T04:54:00.000-08:00

Updates on my work
Hmm...lets see.Actually yesterday already started working. But for starters, its kinda boring cause most of the imp stuff cannot do yet since the procedures are rather complicated.I was asked to familiarise with the different sections of the shop and which section sells what kinda product and all.Then later was trained under this malay senior staff.Not too bad, quite friendly but she teach a bit rush ar.haz...so many things must absorb.I think in the end i only absorb around 65% of the stuff.
Oh my gosh lo.The cashier box in the airport soooo damn complicated.Must key in a lot of stuffs eh. Still must memorise quite a no. of things also.

Sigh.....Today was better since there's no stocks.So more relaxing.bUT LONG HOURS of standing just make my leg suffer like hell only lar.Sigh.what to do.Started doing the cashier duty already.With a senior staff beside guiding me. I just can't believe it. Its only the 2nd day and i have to like know so many things.This is...what u call unreasonanle expectations for someone like ME! Never even have any expereience of doing a retail job ever in this 17 years of life.EVER LAR. but once u get the hang of it.Should be a breeze through. So...i'll be working harder yea.

-end-

2008-02-29T06:19:00.000-08:00

Tomorrow finally starting work.Haz..a bit nervous and yet excited. I wonder what kinda person the seniors are? The kind of people i'd get to meet.Sigh...troublesome sia.Still must collect that stupid visitor pass first.Sigh.Well...i'll get to know by tomorrow.Hope it all goes well.=D.
Damn my mom scolding again.Nowadays my parents are being really stubborn and hot headed.What the hell man.Poeple who are reaching menopause are really irritating and troublesome. But what to do.Must bear with it.Sometimes i just wish that they will lose their voice wheneevr they wanna scold and shout.Haz..but that is impossible yea. Sigh..if only i got that kinda magic power. Hehz...kidding.Well then, gonna update soon yea.

2008-02-23T23:06:00.000-08:00

Status: Currenlty on sch holidays.
Yea...finally finished the interview.Everything went well.Currently all i have to do is to wait for my pass card.Haz..Then i can start the training and work already.=D
This holiday is super long man. 7 weeks.No kidding.Got to work oterwise i will rot.
I've been working on a couple of masterpieces.I really love it man.BRAVO!

Enough on the briefing for the things i've been doing lately. Today i went swimming with one of my best sec friend.Haz...We chatted like all the things we wanted to do in the holiday, planned everything but i wonder if any of those will actually come true.Well..all we've gotta do is to wait for those tamasek poly friends to finsih their exams.LOL.Tomorrow i gonna visit my grandma's grave.Gosh..hope it dosen't rain since its on an open field. Anyway, thats all for today's update. When i start working, then i'll share the experiences yea? So stay on tune to the ommo blog.=DI know its hard lar.since my updating frequency very werid.OoPS...

2008-02-08T00:22:00.000-08:00

yesterday went to watch Kung Fu dunk.damn the show was awsome! Super dunking and cool play in basketball. Techniques and all...A bit of romance and slices of life.Comedy convers...really great. Now i'm only left with CJ7. The best thing is i happen to meet one of my mom's friend at the theather and Fhoosh!!!!! I got a hong bao.Just like that man. Looks like lady luck's gonna stay be me for year 2008.Haz...somemore its a $20 bucks packet. Not bad huh.At least for someone whom u dun really know to give u that much. NOT BAD AT ALL.=D

Ok...its really sad to say..but then right after the new year, its exam.Gosh! This is the worst thing that could ever happen. But what to do.SAD CASE man.=(

Anyway wish everyone a very very HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!! Yeah!

2008-02-06T04:55:00.000-08:00

Injured with pain and sadness, the soul that cannot be healed
Shoulder the burden that cannot be erased; don't throw away this will to live.Don't say words like you can't smile or you hate people
Everything that happens in the unseen future has a meaning
So just stay like this and there'll come a time when one will realize.
Like a rusted person;It felt so hollow to just pile atop one another
U said you could live on your own and with the usual kind words
U ache to a point where I cannot reach you.those hands which I held once searched for some simple kindness. Do you remember?
By learning pain, one can become a person who can be kind to others.
Remember. . . this form of a different Life.
in times of warped memories, u and i will learn to understand... someday, for sure.

2008-01-28T02:56:00.000-08:00

YA..........
Presentations really sucks big time! I hate it. Gun and mri asking so many pro questions. Damn its really irritating. i dun like it. Because of their prescence..i finally learnt to appreciate WSS.Sigh...if only they'll just shut up and listen.So strict for wat! Damn it all. Everone paboh! Sagaji meh!

Tomorrow CMB practical test and guitar evaluation.So nervous! Its one to one. And wednesday CATS presentation.So busy! I hate this kinda schedule.But what to do man...well whatever! Chinese new year coming but then i dun feel excited at all.Why is that so? Maybe right after the new year celebration comes the final exam? Man...poly schedule really weird. Once again...I DUN LIKE IT.

Enough of school activities. I've complete a few masterpieces.Tada! There's more but its kinda incomplete. So i'm gonna make it perfect frst before posting it up. But i think i'm gonna stop posting my masterpieces up since its kinda troublesome and i'm getting a bit irritated by the slow uploading speed. So yea. These 3 will be the last one i'll be posting up i guess.=D

2008-01-14T05:29:00.000-08:00

Damn...this week and next week onwards...is so gonna be fully packed with test and activities. And then before i know it, feb is already exam! WHAT THE HELL!!!

Sad case...But then never mind, sooner exam ends,sooner the holiday starts.=D
My! i'm having my ugly candid shots taken by people.So ugly! Everytime i see the pictures, i feel like kanna stabbed in the heart and shit splashed onto my eye.Sad case..my confidence decreasing and decreasing only. I dun like it. But then, i dun mind cause its kinda fun though. Haz...if my pictures brings out laughter...why not? Haz..But then agAIN, i can actually laugh at my own silly face. Thats really sad isn't it. Sometimes i just looked way too funny in the photos. Muahahahaz......

2008-01-05T21:45:00.000-08:00

2 xxxx]
He's been encouraged to follow a path that has no obstacles or walls at all.It must have felt strange,In your case, u can't find the path u want to walk on.
There's a diffierent path to each person.If there are people who encounter obstacles at the entrace, there aredefinetly people who face walls at the exit.Those walls, u have to climb over them or break through them.Otherwise u can't move forward right.....

OMmo Lecture p.s LIFE
Life is like trying to sweep during windy weather.If u concentrate only on the leaves before you, u can't manage.
If u just guide the leaves in the direction by the wind is blowing, its surprisingly easy.
The world is not just meant to be looked at.Its important to get the feel of things.
Dun be captivated just by what's in front of u and neglect the rest.Free your mind and accept everything as it is. ;)
To those struggling with life.Take a step back and u will realise the exsistence of a bigger picture rather than a zoom in spot. Turn your blind spot into a yellow spot.

2007-12-18T20:37:00.000-08:00

Yah......Its been such a long time since my last post.Er....when was it again? HAZ..really long huh. One week's holiday gone.Went to welcome my handsome pretty overseas families.Took them around s'pore.Bascically those usual places. Bugis, Orchard rd. City Hall, esplanade,ChinaTown Suntec, Far East,Vivo etc...But the weird thing is we didn't really manage to take any photos together.Yea.Photos of the places only. Cause this weird guy dun like to take photos and is super afraid of camaras. What the hell! Such a pretty face and yet dun like take photos. DAMN! i wanted to show my friends u know.But then cannot.Can't even show off.DAMN! Anyway..i'm really happy.As u know i collect all kinds of weird stuffs.AND he bought me a dagger from china. Super COOL! i love it man. Took a photo of it. TA DA! And trust me the balde is super sharp. Really can cut things. Not only paper though,.Haz..

This one we took at bugis. Bugis Junction.

Not bad huh! My aiming. Thats a very nice view isn't it. I never edit it only.If i edit a bit..the light effects and all..This can also be quite a masterpiece u know. Maybe i should be a photographer instead? Cause i can really capture nice stuffs. ; )

These lame stuffs...took at chinatown.Haz..nothing special lar.I guess u guys also saw these kinda things before. In china..there's even more of it. Anyway..Just took for fun. Show off my phnoto taking skills.=D

This one is my latest masterpiece. Bishonen.[Pretty handsome guy].Haz...i realise something u know.My skills are just getting better and better each time.What to do! its so INTOXICATING.indulging in my own abilities.Hehz...

Ok...Guys! Chole and all.....when exactly are we going to exchange our presents? Remember the budget present game we had in mind? I've already bought the present u know. Waiting only.When are we exchanging it? When school reopen or what? Hello????
Ok...whatever we'll just leave it on hold. Pending status yea.

WISH U ALL A HAPPY MERRY CHIRSTMAS. * Although its just a short wish and somemore its written in the blog.It has great sincerity in it Ok. I really typed the
"WISH U ALL A HAPPY MERRY CHIRSTMAS" with super great strength ok. So please accept it with appreciation also k. Though its still some days before the actual christmas day. I just wanna say it early cause i dunno if i will be posting on the actual day. Maybe will be busy celebrating christmas with my super kawaii family and relatives.At church...other places? So just in case i forget i just say it earlier lo. Ok lar..this post long enough lar. Should be enough to compensate for all these days of not posting.Haz..I will still be posting ok. I have not given up on my blog yet ok. People!!! PLease stay tune at this website yea. DUN TAKE U'RE EYES OFF OK.=D....bye.and SEEYALATER

2007-11-28T06:27:00.000-08:00

Finish my masterpiece.I'm very proud of it.I think it looks nicer if u see it face to face rather then through pictures. Cause firstly my handphone cam quality sucks like hell.Haz. So u can't really observe the details and brilliaNCE of it.Muahaha.Nah...i still have a long way ahead to call it brilliant.Haz...

Today raining,so no need to swim.Instead, we learn this life sustaining skill for the life saving technique. Damn..we have to practice mouth to mouth rescue with a dumb non living model.WTH! There goes my FIRST KISS.Its given to a lifeless DUMMY!!!!
and must pretend to ask the model whetehr he's ok, check the pulse and breathing and all.
I still remember the steps eh.

1. Check for dangers.
2.Check for response.[ Ask the person whether he's ok? no response~tap on his clavicle]
3.No response-call for the ambulence[ report the # of victims, the venue, shortest route to destination if have any]
4.Check the mouth to see if there's any food stuck. [if yes,dig it out gently using u're 2nd finger]Then check for breathing.[hold for 10secs]
5.Throat clear,no breathing-Head tilt,chin lift technique.[mouth to mouth resuce starts]
6.Blow in air for 2 times.after each blow read out 3 a thousand, 4 a thousand,5 a thousand for two interval.
7.Check for pulse rate.[throat area]
8.HaVE pulse no breathing..continue with the MTM rescue for 12 intervals.
Still no breathing.do another MTM rescue this time for 36 intervals.

**caution: Stop when u yourself is out of breath.Otherwise u may want to go and die with the victim./ When help has arrived.

Common test starts at 7th dec.Not bad at all man. I've got to study already,So there goes blogging.After the CT, i will be back.Of course..with my new masterpieces too!!! =D.

2007-11-15T05:41:00.000-08:00

Living in a confined space, a world so small and yet so big.....that's how i describe my life.To the many...its a lifeless sad living style. To some, its the path to a whole new dimension. I'M waiting right here..someone who's able to enter my world.Someone who understands and share the same views as i do....But to that day's arrival, it seems once again, like viewing of a happiness in sight and yet unable to reach it.This is not emo. Its just a one of a kind LIFE.

OmMo's inspirations....
What does it means to be strong.Is it something you can attain by lying to yourself? I'm sorry but hiding your true self, in my opinion-is a form of cowardice.Dun u think its imp to acknowledge who u are? Having the courage to be able to admit what u love, enjoying wat u love, and being true to yourself? Isnt that what it means to be strong?
I guess everyone knows of that but its really contradictive..in this world of fakeness. Humans are born to be complicated contradictive creatures...There are many things we know we shouldn't do of and yet what's undone has to be done of.
There are certain times where we can no longer pursue the things we love/ things we like. Because to do so, harm and damage might be done upon the people around u. Sad but true..sometimes it turns out to be in a form of selfishness.If thats the case...should we just let it go? Life's like this..many difficult decisions to be decided upon, many choices to make...
sigh...If u can't understand.nvm.dun stress yourself out cos its a random inspiration. From my unconscience mind.=D There are just things which are meant for the creator itself.

And for those who learns the devil's path of critising others...please dun devour the pride and likes of the others. Dun discriminate the personality of the others but accept them for who they are. It makes them special in a way. And its certainly courageous of them to stay true to themselves. For those who critizes...do so whenu've reached the stage of perfection.Otherwise...keep that sin shut from your
lips.

2007-11-02T21:27:00.000-07:00

OmMo's lecture to life...
life sways back and forth around a zero point.You take the good with the bad...Just as u must take the bad with the good.
However thats not really true,at least in my case.I believe......
To experience a certain amount of happiness,you must also experiecne the same amount of unhappiness as payment.
The idea comes from having to tolerate the bad times in order to enjoy the good times.Otherwise, what makes a good time without the bad.=What makes a winner wihout a loser.
Assuming that good times will arise merely becos you have bad times isn't simply optimism.
IN other words, to take the high road, a higer viewpoint demands a deeper valley.To not meet those expectations would be insincere.On the countary, if u are destined down a path of misery..in order to break out of the depth, u will have to drum up energy to do so.The desire to do what u know u shouldn't is indeeed one of the very desires that defies humanity.And yet, there are many who does that because of the fear of accumulating their debts and resposibility. What the hell are u afraid of? jUST learn to accept it when it comes to u and take things naturally. Follow your feelings as to where they lead u to. Dun bother so much of the consequences or u're gonna get stuck up for good. Is that the kinda life u wanna live? If that is...then u're probably the most pathetic being ever in this whole universe.What makes a person a person without soul of its own? N What makes a soul without a free will?

Oh well...in the end, the choice is in your hands.To get tied up by those heavy chains of thoughts and fear...or to free yourself from those.The keys in your hand...use it or throw it.DO as u wished.

Of the thousands of superstitious and words this world harbours..one can't ignore the warnings of any single one...and yet..
For all that, to force your own rules with no rhyme or reason..what becomes of life?
No matter how many there are, it's never enough....

2007-10-29T05:56:00.000-07:00

FINALLY!! FINISHED MY MASTERPIECE!! Yeah!
here it goes...

phew...back to the school part.Damn tomorrow there's guitar practice.At 6.30pm.What the hell and wednesday got Swimming.WHAT THE HELL AGAIN!Gonna have to swim like mad.Plus i haven't fully get over with my muscle cramps yet.What is this man.Tell me we're going to do those crazy laps of swimming again.Kiddin me man.And schol's like..so wrong.The lecturers are rushing through the notes.And i'm only left with
confusion and doubts by the end of lessons.Had to bear with they're mind numbing talkings and catch up with their speed and accent.Sigh..man man.What the hell is going on. Oh..today's a special day for one of my classmate.Its his birthday.Haz..The class's seriously happy for him.At least to me.Haz..they've sung the birthday songs a couple of times.Haz....great isn't it? To have friends around.Those are the heart-warming moments in life.And there's just no way you're gonna have to resist it. Anyway..didn't get a chance to wish him properly.Well then i hope its not too late still.HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! Hong WEI.=D
"Well..thats if he visited my blog" though.Haz..Tomorrow's gonna be another long boring day.Sigh..My world's just aint gonna change does it?

A message to someone....
The one whom name shall not be mentioned..such a saintly appearence u have,even though your soul is so damn twisted. That visage staired with greed and jealousy; which tramples the emotions and pride of others..There's only one word i can use of to describe you. And thats... UGLY!

-End-

2007-10-21T04:17:00.001-07:00

Yesterday we had our NpS Family Concert.It was rather successful.The performance was smooth sailing and i guess the audience pretty much enjoyed it.Hopefully.Hahaz..The seniors who played solo.Really good! i like it. Took alot of group pictures too but eh...using the seniors cam and till now i had no idea who is holding on to the photos.Haz..Well, from nowonwards..

NO GUITAR PRACTICE FOR 2 WEEKS!!! Yosha!!!!!!Hurray!
Thats the reward for contributing in the Family Concert. ALSO!! My precious CCA POINTS.though there aint reallt alot.But better than having none.Coming up next would probably be the virtuso[i dunno if i had spelled it wrongly] Concert.But then...would most probably be next year? I think so.At the Singapore conference hall.If i'm not wrong.

Dammit! tomorrow's another boring meaningless day.NEED to wake up super early in the morning again.Then travel along with the Boring crappy Train for as long as 45 min.Then get to the dirty building and absorb all the crappy shit. Sigh! what to do. Thats what i meant by a boring life.OF MINE!=( Anyway.Shall stop here.I'm getting really tried having to write all these

So therefore..I'm stopping here.FOR NOW! HEH.oH YEA! MY perfect masterpiece is finishing soon.Once i'm done with the colouring, i'll post it up.Heh.Must share my happiness mar.But then again..it's still mada mada daze compared to the pros.But then.i'm just so intoxicated with my acheivement.So what to do?!

2007-10-18T05:10:00.000-07:00

Finally...
I'm quite done with the sport and wellness day.Unfortunately enough,didn't get to join tennis nor badminton. But then its not too bad afterall since i get to join the swimming club.SOmething like life saving if i'm not wrong.Better then getting soccer or ruby isn't it? Dance spot aint my kinda thing.Neither aerobics. Sigh...still.its kinda sad.FOR ME.
CATS class again..darn the teacher's really weird and arrogant.She super strict and i seriosly dun like her.I'd rather get back to the previous IS teachers.Its was too pressurizing.I DUN LIKE IT!!!!
Spending about 1 hour debating what Creativity is all about.This aint a joke ok!
Sigh..and talking about changing classrooms.Come on! Give me a break! Sigh... well well.Shall stop here.Damn.WED the worst ever!

2007-10-16T04:46:00.000-07:00

This is the second day since school started again.
There's nothing much to say about the teachers and the lessons cause everything seems to stay about the same to me. Friends and all.There aint no big deal ya know.Perhaps its this thinking of mine that makes me a dull person who can't find excitement in life.

Am I the only one miserable on a lonely kinda dull night ?I know myself better than anyone else does,I have to believe in myself more than they do. life is really wonderful and weird.You can laugh and cry with you're all.there are days I'm afraid to talk to anyone but still, i'll have strength and talk of myself.There are clear days, it has to rain sometimes.someday you'll understand how it all works.Does it sounds complicated.Things i say dun usually get through to the others cause its a mixture of complicated thoughts and feelings.Thats what happens when u get to know a complicated troublesome person right.haz....too bad.Sad case man.Anyway..shall stop here.Still got loads of stuff to do man. School really sucks.How i wish that holidays never end. But then again..if good stuffs never come to and end and the bad never comes in...then what else can make one's life an interesting and excitin one? LOL. These are the neccessary ingredients u need in order to complete a perfect dish call the L.I.F.E=D Lame.....bye!

2007-10-12T21:48:00.000-07:00

BACK!!! from camp since last friday.haz..
well well..its been some days since i came back from camp.Aplogies for not updating.
Here's some activities i had during my music camp:
Practices.
Rehersal
games.
skit[performace]
couple dance
gay dance
nIGHTWALK
water bomb
mass dance{ to upside down by a teens}
fire crackers
sparkers
etc.
haz...made a whole lot of new friends.It was really fun and tiring as well.
Our dorm's located way to the top of the building.Damn..it was about 5 level.No lift.And in order to bath..we had to go ALL the way down.This is the most irrititaing part though.Anyway..there isn't really much for me to talk about since i'm kinda anti social as usual.Haz...but i manage to survive through the camp though.Here are some pictures which i took duing the camp.There are more.However its with my camp mates.I gotta wait till they send the pictures.It was really fun.tHE nightwalk especially.we watched a horror film right before the nightwalk.haz..but this time, its slighly better,The seniors are pretty good at acting i should say.Its brilliant.Nearly scare the hell out of everyone.This time round we were able to go in pairs so its not too bad still.=D.Here's the picture.........

heh heh.there's more picture lar.But i'm too lazy to upload it.haz.

2007-09-26T07:13:00.000-07:00

OoPPS Haz...seems like i've sort of neglected my precious bloggie lately.I'm really busy lately.Been setteling loads of stuff.Trying to get my guitar tuner right,Plus..ineed to do some preparations for the upcoming music camp.Damn..it starts on the 4th oct.to 7th oct.Thats about 4 days camp.I wonder if i can survive through this.I hope the T-shirt size is just right for me though.Apart from that, my senior said that we're gonna have a guitar performance on the 20th oct right afer school reopens.Damn the songs is pretty much difficult.For me standard of courser if u wanna compare.I wonder if i can make it to the performance.I seriosly think i'd drag the whole team down.And succky school is gonna start soon.In about a few weeks time. Guys! are u ready for school yet. Sports and wellness..i hope i can get the sports that i like.

lately..this tennis thingy caught my interest but sadly enough i dunno how to play it.Haz..if anyone know how to play tennis please kindly volunteer to teach me please.it seems really tough also.Haz..damn...what am i gonna do.

I've also gone for thew job interview.The benefits sure alot.Plus..its quick $$ to earn.really convincing and nice.But then again..i wonder if its gonna work out well for me.I really wanted to share.However the concept behind this job is rather complicating and hard to understand.So its rather impossible for me to just type it out in this blog u know.ITS REALLY HARD.so if u are interested in this job, i can always get my friend to arrage to a meeting with the manager so u can hear the original version of explanation.Its better though.Whatever it is..i'm not taking up the job.I would really wish to but then again.The mood and all plays an important role.I'm currenlty not in the mood so.....u know.But this job is a forever waiting for u thingy.Dun worry about people snatching it away.Thats why u can see that i'm super relaxed about it.=D.

Ok..its been so long since i last updated my blog.And now when i finally do..its such a long winded post.Damn..this saying about me being "extreme" is so super right.I think i shall stop here.Cause my fingers and getting a bit tired.Ok...bye!More news coming up.So stay close in contact with the OMMO BLOG.

2007-09-16T06:13:00.000-07:00

Finally!! I've fially gotton the sec school chalet photos.GREAT! nOW I CAN SHOW U GUYS.haha.But then..there's too many of em.So i decided to post up a few only.haz..Just for fun though.There aint much pics of me around because i aint a photogenic person.U know..i'm not too good with the camera.Plus..i really hate digital cameras.LOL....
Hmm..well so here it is.My sec school chalet.

MY MY!! those boys have really grown for the better.Haz..everyone's becoming better.The guys are getting hotter and the girls prettier.SO EXCITED! Everyone's changing for the good=D.Damn it all....then i come to think about my poly class.WHy everybody's in the diffi class.The IS AND SW class?!! Hello?! Why are we in diffi class!!! Whats going on man.sad case.Hopefully not for the other subjects.Phew...sad case..

2007-09-13T21:09:00.000-07:00

The long awaited moment has finally arrived. The poly results are out. Hmm...as for my results, they are pretty much fine.But not good enough for me. I had higher expectations.But better than none. Anyway, its glad to know that most of my friends did fine for their year end exams.I'm really glad.

Ok i've been to my sec school chalet already.And took alot of pictures. But i can't post it up cause my freinds haven't got the the chance to send methe pictures yet.I'm still waiting for it. Other than that, i've finally completed my slam dunk drawing.The idea aint mine, Its from the internet. I draw it from the picture which i saw on the internet.And i'm kinda pleased with it.Haz...it aint that good though compared to those professionals but still, it's still within acceptance. =D
Ta dah! Here u go...SLAM DUNK

2007-09-08T21:06:00.000-07:00

The far awawy dream is sincere, and it shines even now.Whatever anxitey i may be filled with,i chose to sincerely believe in my own path.It'd be sad if it ends up changing.
I wanna be the wind; to cut through this distance. Then it would surely be able to overcome many things.keep the tears from falling cause this aint the time for it.Just take a big confident breath. Just to let u know..I'm still running on in the pursue of.....

2007-09-01T22:01:00.000-07:00

Phew...seemed like its been kinda long ever since my last update.Sorry man, i was rather busy wacthing videos lately and making some masterpiece drawings.I'm gonna make a masterpiece of slam dunk very soon.The team memebrs.=DMAYBE i'll show it to u guys someday.haz..if it turns out well. Its really bored to stay at home.But neither do i want to go and work.What to do.Sigh......Sometimes i just gaze at the blue sky and look afar towards the trees...pondering over my life. What have i done so far. It seems like i'm practically wasting my precious time these days..locking myself up in the room and stuck up and the damn chair for 12 hours.Haz..seems really wrong but i just can't help it cause there aint a goal.What the hell.I'm so pissed off with myself.Shit man.This kinda nonsense had to come to a stop FOR SURE!...

Bad news often comes in...piercing through this willful heart of mine.The beatings of this undisturbed city, the curiosity that burns in me i know will disturb the quietness.
Embrace this DREAM...that will absolutely not be manipulated.I will strike at the very next dawn and surpass the flow of time.I WANT TO LIVE, TO FEEL THE WIND AND THE AIR THAT I BREATHE.i have to set me free, its never too soon.Even to the point i'm worn out, i will make my way through! i know i have to.and i WILL.

2007-08-25T22:23:00.000-07:00

The Exams are finally over. Right now i couldn't think of anything and i wonder why. I was hoping for this day to come.And when it finally came..it seemed so...

well well..who cares man.Currently i've been busying catching the slam dunk series.NICE NICE. i will NEVER get bored watching it.cAuse its so dfamn nice.I love sakuragi Hanamichi.I wonder rukawa and sakuragi will ever come to good terms with each other.But it seems so impossible.Haz..i really love his reactions..Ok other than all these, i really have got nothing else to say cause this is bascically what i've been doing ever since the last day of exams.Haz...i will be trying out the sake buffet soon with my friends.Sounds really cool to me.But I wonder if it's ever enough to keep me wild stomach under satisfaction.LOL.

Ever man.Lookin forward to a new start....eveyday of my life, what are seconds worth without a goal.
So i've been looking for this goal that has yet to appear.I'm finding and i know it will come into sight.AT least..soon.

2007-08-12T00:50:00.000-07:00

2007-08-07T18:33:00.000-07:00

There's always a saying: You may be able to fool everyone in this world but u can never fool against your own conscience.Stop deceiving yourself.
To the many, its true..but there are some ppl whom i just can't help but feel sorry for them.Those who act as if they don't care.Those who were able to deceive even themselves,who aint got the courage to face realities..are the most loneliest person in this world.Don't act as if the whole world's burden casted on your shoulder, u're not alone cause what are friends for? if u chose to carry the burden all by yourself,u will soon come to realise there aint no where u can go.If it gets too heavy,why don't u just let it go?or share it with someone. If you think you're that great.Then why are you still suffering so much? This is not being mature.This is selfish and stupid.Please remember a fact.You're just an ordinary person...not a superman.So stop acting cool like you're oblivious to everyone ard you.Think it through

For the Amount of suffer u put through, u will get the same amount of happiness back.Give in you're very best,work really hard and the rest is all up to believe in yourself. Sounds really good.I've made it.At least,haz...APS quiz 2 and practical results announced.I seriously made a marked improvement.Though the results may seemed nothing or small fry to others but to me, they're a form of encouragement and acknowledgement of my abilities. At least, it shows that there's still hope to everything unless i try my best and work hard for it. Now i know what i'm suppose to do.As for the rest,is for me to believe in myself and leave all the worries to jesus.Haz..well we'll all See abt that. God will see me through the storm; whatever thats left behind in the end would be nothing else but a happy soul of mine.=D...how nice it is to be a child. They have no plots against one another, they dun hate but love. Isn't that something this world needed the most? But it aint there cause otherwise why are there still so many ppl dying due top crimes? Why do ppl still harbour the thoughts of war?

Gosh....Ok.enough of all these man.Shall talk abt the exams
Exams are drawing near...ard 20th aug. Must start preparing guys...if u wanna have a good holiday after that, this is the time to suffer then u'll be able to reap what u sow.Haz..SO EVERYONE! WISH U ALL THE BEST FOR THE EXAMS...NO MATTER THE POLY OR THE JCs...Lets go kick some ass man.sHOW EM WHAT WE'VE GOT in our Brains.=D

2007-08-05T07:19:00.000-07:00

This morning when I woke up,thoughts just came overflowing into my head.Damn..i've never really gave must concern about all this matetr.
Those guys whose souls have been stolen..Do they feel the pain of crying?
In this world where I can’t say what I want to say,I’ll live my life without lying to myself.In this world where I can’t even dream the smallest of dreams, I want to always like myself the way I am.But its easier to say than to be done. I wish things could go my way.But it never seemed to do so. I wanted to treasure my days of freedom.
Right now, I’ll start walking the path I want to take.I don’t wanna be controlled by dirty lies and words ppl speak of in the secs of dawn.
To live my life proudly..i know I have to fight!

2007-08-04T00:11:00.000-07:00

Some call me a loser, some say i'm a selfish untalented dreamer cause all i try to do, is to keep my dream alife but its kinda hard to do.When u're out the whole day from 6 to 7pm.Sometimes its worse when its 6 to 11pm.

I've never been one afraid to die, but I'm afraid to leave behind the precious life that grows through the sands of time. Cause every moment counts from the good times to the bad & i don't have time to envy those that has got things I've never had.Cos the one thing most important is the one we take for granted till our life is on that line I think it's the way god had planned it.A test at least none could graduate....

So open up your damn stuck up eyes and you realiz tt to some-life is money and #1.But what's money & Status without life?!!!

the deceased settle beneath us before they go to heaven. Everything in between irritates me man. Some stay connected while others keep dreaming
Looking for that meaning but the lost can't be found.So keep prayin while u can rather then seaching for all the meaningless purpose in life.Makes life intoxicating like a beautiful world yet trapped behind those cold metal bars.A jail u couldn't see, a room u'll never find a way out of.A cliff of no bounderies..when u realise yourself keep on falling and there's no return. Get out of the damn race. Its sad...really.cause i have no wish to join in. But it seems like there isn't a choice.
We have the same fears, we pass the same years and the same time,see the same stars under the same skies;We all live and die....

I might fail,or maybe succeed.Whatever the outcome is,i know i just have to keep e faith in me and believe i can do it.

ALL I NEEDED WAS THE AIR THAT I BREATHE.THE GRACE OF ALL FROM THE HEAVENS. And my friends and family to believe in me....

2007-08-01T21:32:00.000-07:00

Currently in school, waiting for the maths lesson to start. Finally finished with the APS Quiz.Oh man, i loss 2 marks at section C. WA LAU.and section A loss a few marks also.I forget some parts already.Shit. But neve mind man.Its just a few marks.I'm not god, i can't be perfect wat.Right.

I'm beginning to feel the drive because i know this is the last opportuninty to get back all the things that i've lose thoughout the entire 2007.Whatever regrets and whatever mistakes..NOW, its the time to fight and retrive whatever that was loss. BATTLE TIME!!. mUST prepare myself man. Its gonna be a tiring journey.But with the help of my heavenly father..."JESUS""...=D, nah everything gonna be just fine and all right man.LOL.MAINTAIN THE CHEERFULNESS...i'm an emotion generator.

I've got some new sngs lately. Love em.Songs'part of my life.They make my life complete.So, u know..LOL..i can't live without songs man. Thats IMPOSSIBLE.!!!
I was so happy that monday we dun have to go to school.But recently, wss just annuonced that we have to go back for APS class at 1pm. WHAT THIS! MAN...so disappointing. I've already switched to adult fare.So please dun make me do unneccessary travellings please...Ok.shall stop here.Gosh the maths teacher's damn fast.She laready entered the class and soon..she'll be saying.

"OK..PLEASE CLOSE YOUR LAPTOP..ect"Ever..i'm closing down.
OH MAN!! AND BEST RECOMMAND VIDEOS.from high school musical.POWER NICE.
YOU GUYS CHOUDL CHECK IT OUT MAN!!! MUST WATCH MUST WATCH MUST WACTH......i siao already. i love these songs!!!!!!!!11

High School Musical - When There Was Me And You (Gabriella)

High School Musical - What I've Been Looking For (Reprise)

High School Musical: Troy and Gabreilla-BREAKING FREE

High School Musical:Something New

I HATE HYPOCRITES....ENOUGH OF THE HUMBLE SAYINGS.WHAT THE HELL..I AM SO NEVER GONNA BELIEF IN ALL THESE SHIT. GO TO HELL MAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!11 I FEEL SO BETRAYED.ITS ON THE CONTRARY,ITS A TOTAL DIFFI THING.ITS CONTRADICTION.ITS LIES.ITS FAKE.ITS DIGUESTING AND ANNOYING.
but..its life.STOP PUTTING ALL THESE SHITS INTO MY HEAD.I'M GONNA GET OVER WITH ALL THESE NONSENSE AND TO HELL THESE HYPOCRITES GO.i've had enough of the humble sayings.ENOUGH lies.Please be true to yourself.Stop deceiving others. KA NA SAI PPL...i aint gonna belief in all these shit anymore!

a moment of frustration.....right after._______________________

2007-07-31T21:43:00.000-07:00

YEAH! Finally got the whole single of high school musical-Concert ver.
Haha.It took me abt 15 min to get it done. I'm so damn proud of myself man.I'm a pro.haha when it comes to this kinda stuff.Ok.the exams are so so near. I'm getting really nervous.Finished the PAS practical test alrady. I loss quite some marks here and there. And a very blunt mistake. I should have asked wss where the sticker is man. I thought it was the yellow tag and happily guess my ans through.What the hell.ITS THE INFERIOR VENA CAVA. DAMN! I loss 5 mrks just becos i did not ask her where the damn sticker is. This is total Shit. Kz..A LESSON LEARNT.

Yeserday went home, saw hikal.(sec best boy mate)not really any diffi,Just that he slimmed down a bit.That char, giving some "good excuse"ic...some family matters to attend to. What a bravo exucse.Guess she just didn't expect to see this special guest "ommo".LOL.GOTTCHA! that was my reaction when i saw her. We chatted for like a couple of hours plus eating dinner.Gossiping, man i didn't know there's quite a no.of interesting stuff happening. And this big big model of the simpson family. Complete isn't it. If only my family is as cool as em.Haz..just stop all the unnecessary quarrels man. Its lame and immature.

Shall stop here already man.Tmr gt stupid APS Quiz. On book 2. I have to revise already. Its getting kinda late.

2007-07-27T09:16:00.000-07:00

U know i'm really pissed off by blogger. I typed so many stuff CLOSE TO 5 PARAGRAPHS ealier on and the page just suddenly went blank when i swicth to a new tab.HELLO?! whats the auto save function for?! Went back to check on my draft.ITS BLANK!!!!!What the hell was going on. Now i really dun feel like saying anything already.

THE MOOD'S GONE, THE INSPIRATIONS GONE, MY HANDS TIRED.

THATS ALL FOR TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SAYONARA! NOH JUNGMAL PABOHCHOROM,SAGAJI.PABOHYA?!TANGSHINUELJOOKULGOTIDAH ALACHI?!

KA NA SAI!!!!!!!!!!11111

2007-07-24T02:51:00.000-07:00

The Weather's getting real cold lately. Oh my! I'm often purple due to the purple veins. And my nails are often greyish purple. I can't write properly, type or talk properly. Damn! Ok.yesterday i was really stressed out by the stupid practical test ok. I just can't wait for the pract test to end and get over wth it.Finally, the day has finally arrived. Had prac test today.And the very first step already i made a blunt mistake. My very fist solution.I spilled it. Have to redo the damn solution again when others have already started the 2nd try..i'm like..what the! U gotta be kidding me man.Anyway it's already over, guess i will make some improvements compared the first practical test. It's just my guess and intuition.Not necessary to be true.Lol.I hope it is though.

Ok..this thursday is info presentation and our goup's still like...not ready.Haha.I'm working on the pros and cons for the BOM. But i just can't find the -ve thngs abt it.I can only think of the pros. Why?! Am i simply too positive/optimistic or what?haha.Ever...so i decided to put the title as opsimistic ommo BOM. LOL.no lar.its BOM pros.Sounds a bit wrong dosen't it.But who cares? I often sound wrong.I dun sound right in almost everything shit i say.LOL.BUT... Think i care? ask that JL lo. And i just couldn't get the final ppt.And where the hell is the NAS?!.Why nobody send me the most updated BOM.gosh, my NAS information is with JL and M. Why is it that when i needed them, they're always not there and when i dun need them, sms just keeps coming in and it just floods my damn phone. IT SUCKS!school sucks!.Everything does.

And now i have to rush on for my guitar lessons.Really miss my seniors and friends.LOL.Like i have alot of friends in NP Strings.Its just the same old pathetic ppl.But # dosen't really count though."QUALITY IS PRIOR TO QUANTITY" =D Muahahaha.Those few are just the right type.And having a few true,great friends is far much better then having a flock of suck up friends who just talks without actions.Those are really pathetic ppl.=DNot trying to be offensive here.But if u do get offended, hmm...i dun think i owe u an apology since i'm just speaking my point of view.I could be wrong, but who cares? Its MY thoughts and ppl can't do anything to it.RUSHING OFF TO THE STrings.......

2007-07-23T07:00:00.000-07:00

Silent Reader....

"life is full of regrets, without them, you can never learn to appreciate the decisions you make.."
Perhaps he's right.But,it takes more than courage to face up to our own regrets.Depending.. It's true that we might get to gain something in return through regrets,but a price was paid for a lesson to be learnt. And sometimes, the price's just too costly and deadly that there aint a single opportunity for turning back.

Appreciating decisions..i'd rather not to make any decisions for myself and instead, i'll leave it all to "him"- The one that sits high above all.I'd rather he makes the decisions for me. I'm really getting more and more dependent on him. I just can't help it although i tried to resist and depend on myself. I was wrong about that. I really am. Because i realised He's all i could think of whenever my world collapse. Perhaps..he's the only way out. The key to a bright innocent world. Of grace and righteous. HE...is the light to my world of darkness.

Jesus...i'm so so a sinner.
PLease forgive me for being a coward;a murderer;a hypocrite, a selfish person.
Thanks you for remembering me NOT because of whom i was meant and expected to be but who i am.
Even if i was such a bad person. Thanks you for accepting me
Amen.

2007-07-22T02:38:00.000-07:00

This is going to a very short post on wrtiten stuffs. A long one for Videos.=D
I dunno what's got into me.Half way throught my APS revision..Nana came into my mind.Is this sort of a temptation or what?! Haha.But no worries man. I carreid on with my revision till i finish then i come blogging. Ok.hERE are some videos on anime.Nana.
=D.I MISS NANA! Why nobody upload the videos.Wa lau i only watched till ep 51 eh.Where's 52?Oh..but the movie version season 2's OUT! Think u can view it on youtube. I prefer the anime thought.Heez..
I dunno abt u.But i get emotional when i see the video.Perhaps the songs' got great influence over my moods.its rather heart sinking u know.Touching.Oh..and if u are planning to watch the video..eh u might want to pause the sickening background music.Haha.Right at the bottom of the profile column.
A tribute for Nana Oosaki[Lead Singer fro. Black Stones] and Ren Honjou[Bass Guitarist from Trapnest]

A tribute for Komatsu Nana[Hachico] and Nobu[Black Stones.Bass Guitarist].

2007-07-21T00:32:00.000-07:00

Ah pa's got a promotion.Haha.I've got a pic of him receiving the cert of promotion at the ceremony.Haha.Not bad huh. Now that he's got a promotion, it means that salaries increases.And therefore my allowances should also increase..haha. Sigh..still wonering if i should go work during the holidays.I really miss my working days.Though it was really tiring and sometimes, get moody, Lol..i had fun. Somehow..i just can't wait to get to the society and work. Studying is...i dunno.Haha.

Oh..and this really pinkish car.Kinda Stylish.Its lame because i was really bored and happend to chace upon this car at e car park.So i took a pic of it. Its really nothing.Haha.SAY IT.OMmo is LAME.

Oh well..the exams are just around the corner.I can't believe it. Time really flies and there's no turning back.I wonder if i had lived my life to the fullest or have i basically wasted my time. U know...having regrets at old age 's really scary isn't it. I dun want to get bothered so much by the future and the consequences. Because..who can predict the future? If one lived his/her life bothering so much about what will happen, will he/she be able to live his/her life to the fullest? Can he/she really live the kinda life he/she wanted? Voices have been appearing back and forth in my head. I dun have the ans to it. But somehow, i wished i knew. And i decided to change the layout of my blog. Perhaps it time to grow up a bit. Perhaps its time for me to give a serious thinking about my life. Am i suppose to just continue with what i am right now...or...?! That's why i'm searching for the light to the path of my life. Right now, i feel lost. Like a lost soul, sunk deep in the sea where no one hears my call. No one understands. everywhere, its darkness and the world's so cold. Ok..my feelings are really taking me into the extreme pain. Its time to end this sorrowful post of mine. Things will get better.I know it will.

2007-07-14T20:09:00.000-07:00

Wednesday-COMNT presentation
Thursday-INfo Test
Friday-Maths Test.
Next Friday- APS.
So many stupid Test and presentations.Why?!!! Other POlys are like..so damn relax and our's like...really shitty.
Ok...i really have no idea kz..Lately i haven been updating my blog.Cause there aint much time.Nowadays, i have lesser and lesser stuff to say.I'm getting more and more angry over little things but of course, i dun show it out.I'm a frustrated teen.haha.Ever...enought of all these negative things. Let me tell you this.I've already watched Harry potter and the order of phonenix.OMG! It such a pity that sirus black died.He fought really well.Somehow i thought there's this rythm thingy to his style of fighting.Haha.maybe i think too much.He's so good.WHY HE DIE! Harry potter..grow up already so ugly.Hmm..as for ron,i think he's becoming more and more handsome.Haha/I like him! So hilarious. CHO CHANG SUCKS.the betrayer.To hell she go. Ginnie damn shiok ar.Anyway, i shan't give too much spoilers before those who hate spoliers come bitting me up. ANyway..must go already. I have to eat my lunch.Byebye

2007-07-08T01:25:00.000-07:00

[Take away the best.I think i'll stick to the worst better]Oh man..its been quite some time since i update my blog.SO sad..this school work stuff is killing my time.I hardly have any extra for myself.DAMN! The projects are flooding my schedule.The assignments are overflowing.This is bad bad bad.=(

Enough of all this shit.I'll have to keep my post short and simple.Hmm..cause i needed to save the time for info proj.Haha.Lately i've been checking some stuffs out. Going to get the thingy on wednesday when the nw batch comes in.It aint some really good or ex thing but just enough for prac.So it shld be fine for me.=D.
Shall stop here.Going off already.TOOK some nice pic lately but there aint time to upload it.Cause it can be quite a troublesome process.Ok.Shall stop here.Bye bye.Need to rush off for my projects arleady...tada.

2007-07-02T06:50:00.000-07:00

OH my!! so many projects.Gosh...info, IAC, COMNT.What the hell! How to finish.My group members and I are so damn stressed up.What the hell!! So tired lately.So sianz..Tmr IPC practical all the way to 6pm.Die already.Sigh! Sad case.Anyway..i just came to vent out my frustrations and unhappiness.Lol.I have to go continue on my project already.Because there aint much time left.Got to go.
Bye....

2007-06-21T21:15:00.001-07:00

wathced Fnatastic four already.Right on the day after the premire.It was super hot.Jesica alba omg.She looked great in the wedding gown.Simple and elegant.Thats the way it should be.Haz..but the wedding ceremony was a total mess.Anyway,i shan't be a spoiler.All i can say is the movie's really good.If u have watch episode 1 before, then this is better than ep1.I'll give it a 4 star rating.The last star is saved for stupid johnny not choosing the girl.U'll know what i'm talking abt if u watch the show.Haha.School's gonna START soon.Sad cause.i've already finish watching so many drama series lately on crunchyroll.Boku dake no modonna,great teacher onizuka (LIVE), Gokusen I and II, return of the condor heros,100 days with Mr.Arrogant,200 pounds beauty.What to do!! School reopens.Again i have to put up with all those stupid boring travelling thingy.Manz..sucks!!

Anyway,needed to go off aready.Must but some fruits.Haha..the weather's been hot lately and one can't survive well without fruits.=Dbye bye...

2007-06-14T05:33:00.000-07:00

its thusday...so fast.One weeks's almost gone.Another week before school reopens.Sigh..yesterday went out with mom.Haz..had some great feast.Bought some new clothes.BUT..its her new clothes.i've got nothing for myself except for a nice cute key chain for my keys.haha.Tmr i'm gonna watch fantastic four(rise of the silver sufrer)Isit? Think so.Yupz..with my friend.So excited.According to the trail, it seems like the show is going to be a breath taking one.Haz..JUST CAN'T WAIT TO GET MY BUUTS ON THE SEATS and EYES ON THE SCREEn.Damn the show is gonna be so damn cool.Intuition tells me so.LOL.Perhaps i'm going to post up more abt the show after i watched it.But not to much cause i have no wish to give spoilers.=D.

Shall end here.Must continue watching my GOKUSEN drama series.So touching and COOL! yanmaguchi.Heheh.Sounds like alien to u? Nah..power show! I'M COMING...

2007-06-10T23:29:00.000-07:00

Its monday but i had nothing much to do.Just packing my room, rearranging all the mess i've created ever since the start of school.Haz..i was planning an exciting holiday tocome by but things aint the way it seems cause i short of $$$.Its really irritating.window shopping is a "might as well dun go shopping" thing.Sigh..and i have to wait till wednesday[my mum's taking a day leave] then i can go enjoy.LOL.But tomorrow aint a bad day thought.Going to swimming in the morning and afternoon to cycling as pasir ris park.LOL.Tmr's yuting gonna be a super hot sporty fit girl.YEAH!Hmm..long time never go cycling alredy.Can't wait to go.Haha.Today, i'll be obedient.Be a homegirl,get my chores done and wait for "be strong geum soon" to start.The show's getting more and more exciting.=D

Oops can't say much already cause the sun's out again.I gotta hang the laundry out for some sun tan.

2007-06-08T02:51:00.000-07:00

YOOHOO!!!
COMMON TEST'S OVER.
Yeah.finally..i finished my last aps paper.I gave my best shots.Eh..some parts forget but never mind.Shouldn't be that bad.lol.It holiday time.Isit? Nah..heck care.i'm just going all out to realx and think nothing abt homeworks and school stuffs.oH MAN! can't!! Need to go back for guitar lessons during the holidays.What's this man.I'm so gonna get screwed up my seniors.damn! What to do.Sigh, nvm lo.since i've got a power hot passion fr guitar.heh heh.Hmm..saw nicole at the Lt 77 today.I expected it cause she's also from pharmacy sci.So she has to be there in another words.Not bad.she remembers us.And as usual, that innocent cute smile on her face.Such a sweetie.Haz..lets just get over with the flattering and stuffs.Haha.Back to holiday plan.Must go for a great feast with mom and jacks place.Then...go shopping.But then no $$.NVM .ask her pay.Muahahaha.Like real,Blueh.
Anyway, just came here to announce the closing of common test chapter.Haha.So..now i must go do my stuffs.Relax already.I'm gonna check the "saw" movie out.Must go see how gross it is.Haha.Take my guts for a challenge.Bye!

2007-06-06T02:44:00.000-07:00

Had my maths common test on tuesday. It was...what can i say.Not so good and yet not so bad.Its pure average.I regretted for not memorising the various types if sampling method.And that cost me 6m.Then i scew the cumulative frequncy curve for using the wrong thing as my y axis.Oh well ting yu ting....What are u thinking? Is the air con too cold for your brain to function properly or what!!.Sigh..there goes my perfect grade. Passing is not a prob man.But shouldn't u get better than a pass since these stuffs are seriously manageable? Oh well..this is the first common test,there'll be other chances.Must forget about it and work harder for the last two.IPC AND APS.Can't dwell upon the things that cannot be retriven back to its initial pt. Its useless.What i'm left with right now is hope for the future and not disheartening facts regarding the past.So forget abt the damn maths and go on to tmr's IPC. can't afford to scew anything already.Dun be a natural born screwer k.LOL.shall stop here.Got to continue with my revision.tada ...

2007-05-30T07:27:00.000-07:00

Common test week's approaching.My gosh.I'm definitely not prepared for it.Especially APS.Screw everything up.Screw it up. I just wanna.........lie down and not do anything. Just lie somewhere where its only me and me alone.No one else's there. Nothing's there except for flowers and the grasses,the sea and the horizons; sun and rain,tears and rainbows.Jesus petting me on the butt to put me in peace.WHat am i gonna do.Everything's so wrong.What i want?i really dunno.Just felt like sinking...deep into an endless sea. helplessly lost without a direction. Sounds really sad aint it.Thats practically how i feel lately. Look at these wonderful photos i took with my friend.

LOOK AT THOSE SMILE on my face..there's a hidden expression inside of this shell of mine.Which i can't show it out,it's trapped in it, torturing me.Sigh..i hope i could end this as soon as possible. I'll try my very best. But all i needed was a little more confidence and faith.All i needed was a pinch of success.That'll be enough to get me through. Oh well..i really got to study for my APS and IPC and whatever shit.Lately i'm runnning out of time, Aren't I?

2007-05-23T07:36:00.000-07:00

I'm Back!!! Lol.its been quote some time since i updated this damn blog.Haha.Not my fault.cause it keeps pissing me off with the faulty system.Now that its recovered, hmm..good.
Well well well..had my guitar lesson on tuesday.9.30pm then go home.By the time i reach the MRT station, its already 10. By the time i reach home, its 11 plus. Not bad huh.Have to endure all these for the next 2 years. The seniors were hacing a hard time teaching us the beats, notes, clappings and all. My gosh..i always thought that the FEEL is good enough for a nice soothing song.Damn we still have to know how to clap the beats and all.WHat the hell. I so stupid one lar.Always cannot get the beat and the notes(alphabets) are like total stranger to me.Haz..i'm such an idot.I was like a fool the whole night.Irritating my seniors.haha. And one still not so bad.actually noticed that i was tired.He asked if i was tired? and i was like..of course man.U BET IT!! the test are like appraoching in a weeks time.So many homeworks and test to cope.Still have to fork out the time for my guitar.So heavy and packed up.I'm breaking down soon lar.Somebody help me please....Sigh..Well what can i say?althought i felt tired, i didn't regret because its about somthing i like. So..when there's a passion, there's always a drive yea.haha.My self-created phrase.So shallow.haha.Ever...

Aiyo..nowadays thngs are going to get more and more hectic.So must be prepared already. Its getting late and i've got other stuffs to do.So..shall stop here.Bye.=D

2007-05-12T19:50:00.000-07:00

Went for my 4E1 gathering yesterday.At downtown east chalet.Hmm..it was power good. I had a great time over there.The food was awesome and i ate and ate. Like a hungry ghost.Except for the BBQ smoke.Like what! Kanna absorb into my T-shirt.And my hair smells of satay too!!! LOL.I miss my friends soo much...we chatted,play around and gossip.Haha.So many stuffs.And took pictures. Well..theres a lot of pics but only a few contains me in it. Cause i'm like taking pics for ppl.haha.A few pics is good enough for good memories.My friends..some became more matured, some as usual,like a clown entertaining the crowd.Haz...but think about it.Without these clowns...the party won't even be fun.HAHAHAHA.so thumbs up for their performance.Haha.

Below are some pics taken yesterday.Check it out!

2007-05-11T06:18:00.000-07:00

WHATS HAPPENING TO BLOGGER!!!!
gosh..damn angry lar.I just finish typing so many stuff and the stupid blogger say canot publish the shut me off JUST LIKE THAT.now i re typing but the the mood not there alreay lo. Well..i just wanna say...today i had my FIRST maths quiz and i screw it all up! Like damn common.I dunno whats got into me cause i made alot of stupid careless mistakes and last min find out but then too late already. 20mins time up.Sigh..back in pri and sec schools, its always like that.My first attempt always got prob one.Must wait till second time then can succeed.Well..looks likei just have to be steady and continue with the engine.Life has to go on.There are much more chances ahead.LOL.

aNOTHER THING to report is i accidententally cut my hand while peeling an apple.It was at the stratum corneum.So aint too bad.cells granulation can take place and the thingy will go for self repairation.So everything's gponna be fine.Small cases.I've had the worse before.haha

Coming up next is a set of "big head" dolls.Chanced upon it at a shopping centre.Dun underestimate these dolls.They are priceless ok.HAha.The boss say its for decoration and he's not selling it.Not bad huh. Hmm..from what u know, these dolls are quite popular in japan. But then the outfit got a bit prob.The boss dunno how to stle properly lar.If i style it, haha...It will be SUPER COUBLE POWER HOT!!!

2007-05-07T06:15:00.000-07:00

Phew..wednesday got IS test.must write essays.Sianz.Then friday got maths quiz.Next weel gotmy most hated subj INFO test.Like what the hell.LOL.ever..just get it done be over with it.Today APS practical, we test out blood group/Then must prick the finger tips with needles.Then squeeze the blood out till we get four fulll drops of blood on the petri dish.Its confirmed that my blood group is A.haha.Cause its A positive.Hm...thats like..a bit pain but bearable.Quite interesting lar.haha.

Not really much to update for today.Hmm..oh yar.19th may have bbq outing.Hmm..i think i most probably can make it de lar.Haha.But then, neeed to confirm again when the day is near cause now is a bit too early to say anything yet.=D..Shall end here.

2007-05-03T19:46:00.000-07:00

Shall have my first lesson on guitar on next tuesday.Hmm..i've got a mixture of excitement and sinaz. Haha.I'm excited because i can finLLY GET MY Hands on guitars and finally get to learn the something that i've always wanted to.Although its not excalty wat i wany[acoustic and electronic], the classical is still, somehow similiar to the acousitc one lar.So should be fine lar.haha.But then the sad thing abt this CCA is that..it starts damn late lar.And ends POWER LATE!!.FROM 6.30pm to 9.30pm eh. Then somemore but travel from dover back to tamp.Thats like soo later lar.Lucky wedneday IS module starts at 1pm.Can sleep later in the morning.=D.

On last sat, i was kinda like, spotted by some modelling agents.he said he is from Create Talents Pte Ltd. And is looking for some people with faces that stands out and asked me to go for an audition on friday 4pm.Which is today.Hmm..if i say i wasn't happy at all, thats deceiving myself.Haha.I'm really happy to be appreciated by professions.But i was beginning to wonder whats up with the "Stands out" phrase. DOES IT REFER TO MY PIMPLES? cause i have more pimples than other girls. Hmm..somemore i was the oly 17 yr old contestant that is being shortlisted.The others were like..in their 20s?My gosh.Anyway, The place is located at 190 Clemanceau ave.#02-28 shopping centre. I wanted to go.But then, too much proj and homework.Plus, i dunno where the hell is that place.So u tell me how to go? So...forget it lo.Just tell the person i not free.Haz...Somemore i might not neccessarily be selected wat.So dun waste time already.Haha.Enough of the craps and all...class starting soon.gtg.bYE....

2007-05-01T21:19:00.001-07:00

You Are Teal Green

You are a one of a kind, original person. There's no one even close to being like you.
Expressive and creative, you have a knack for making the impossible possible.
While you are a bit offbeat, you don't scare people away with your quirks.
Your warm personality nicely counteracts and strange habits you may have.

What Color Green Are You?

LOL...What a description. Quite true lar.But then, i dun think i'm expressive leh.maybe towards some ppl only?haha.So much projects to do. I can't wait to watch Spider Man III. MUST WATCH!! nice nice.

2007-04-29T02:50:00.000-07:00

I never really tried to be positive, I’m too damn busy being negative
So focused on what I get, I never understand what it means to live
You know we all love to just complain,But maybe we should try to rearrange
There’s always someone who’s got it worse than you. Am i right?

We’re all so busy trying to get ahead, never will we ever stop for a while to look at the beatutiful things around us. Human are weird creatures. We only know how to walk forward and never really learn to look back.That is why we have many regrets and miss so many wonderful things in life.
Got a pillow of fears when we go to bed..thats not my type of lifestyle.
We’re never satisfied,but hey! the grass is greener on the other side
So distracted with our jealousy and forget that it’s in our hands to stop the agony
Will you ever be content on your side of the fence?

U see, my Life could actually be so damn cool! if i look at it from a different point of view. It's true.=D

2007-04-26T06:08:00.000-07:00

Fianlly the whole thing's settled, Bonnet FINALLY had the gathering.Haha, that night was super noisy and high.Until the person in charge had to come in and ask us to lower down our volume.Haha.damn funny lar.But u know lar.its kinda hard u see.cause when a person got excited, how is it possible for em to tone themselves down.Haha.Take me for example.at home,if i get excited over something,i will talk louder and louder till my dad ask me to shut up cause i'm disrupting the peace at home.And he needs to concentrate on his article.Or even some horse racing stuff.Haha.

The food was seriously: Average.nothing special.the taste turns out as expected.Truly speaking, the mutton murtabak near bugis junction, near blue Jazz was much better and taste just like professional.LOL.But yesterday night for me, is not just a dinner that simple.Its something i wanted to have more then just a plate of murtabak and a cup of orange juice.Its the bond and the fun.Most imp of all is the gathering.Still got guessing the couple and gays.Couple, there's a few spot on ans.But gays...dunno already.They refuse to tell the ans.I get to see those i didn't get to see in school.Those i missed ever since the depart from camp.Haha.Nicole,Alvin,Nikki,Davine..all of em.Finally got to see u guys and i'm really glad u all are still healthy bunch of people.Unfortunately 1 bonnet freshie got chicken pox.So she had to refrain herself from joining us.SAD AINT IT? well..but as least she dropped by and greeted us.So its already good enough.Haha.Wish she'd get well soon.

Davine that bluffer.say no gf leh..then suddenly "pop" here comes the gf le.I got a shock man.Haha.Cause at first at the e mart already suspecting already.But he say dun have so i dun dare to jump conclusion lo.Then go ask Al.He say they are couple."Alassoyo"-means orh..ic.understand in korean.chea...the gf quite good looking also wat.i think she's a caring person though i dun really know her.not bad not bad.All the GLs quite "you yan guang de".Lol.But come on lar.U should interact with us more often.Dun be shy mah.Always sit there one corner, then keep thinking we dunno u.What's the point man.OPEN UP!.

Enough of the gatehring thingy.Here comes my INFO module.I hate microsoft Excel.I dunno how to use lo.The class is like.what the hell lar.can't catch up eh.Then the lecturer just go on and on...then we all give up le.Siao liao.MAY got test le leh.Then still not sure how to use.Die le lar.Sianz one lo..HOW!!!! "sob sob"..sad ar! i hate technologies.To hell they go!

2007-04-24T06:44:00.000-07:00

AL AMMEN
did i spell it wrongly? whatdevas....
haha
tmorrow is the long awaited moment.My "camp mates/GLs" gathering.LALALALA.Yoo Hoo!!
Kinda excited.so lng never meet bonnet ppl already.Wonder the feathers are still there? LAME!
Hmm..i can;t wait to see sophia! so far i've seen others in sch before le.EXCEPT FOR SOHIA.finally tmr can see u le.haha
The only thing that bothers me is the transport back home.Have to change many bus.First must take a bus from al ammen back to school,And from sch take bus 74 to dover MRT station.Then reach tamp interchange take bus 28 or 293 home.

Very tiring and boring.PLus i not familiar with that place.WHatever..i'm going there to enjoy myself anyway.So i'm going to spend my time happily with no worries.After the dinner then i'll do something.Like...pestering alvin to escort be to e bus stop?Mua hahaha.NO CHOICE.WHO ask u choose this place i dunno of.haha.But not to bad.at least i know of a new place.IT BETTER BE A GOOD ONE CAUSE its going to cost me alot of travelling ok.Then if i feel ...ok ok ,then i bring my friends over the next time.haha.Shall stop here.Tired le.

OFF THE HEROINE GOES...

2007-04-22T01:56:00.000-07:00

YEAH!!!!
fINALLY got my crumpler bag repaired.haha.The sales girl from 77th street damn power sweet.HahaThough i did not buy anything from their shop, They still help me with these problems patiently.So nice of em'.Thats the way mah.S'poreans shld be more polite with the customers.Not to discriminate or look down on ppl OK!
I can see the way ppl look at me when i enter branded shops like esprit.So what if i'm a student? i've got the $$ so why do u guys bother so much.Haz..Gave me that kinda stare like i can't afford to enter the shop.What is this?Such snobbish attitude just pisses your "could be" regular customer off and sorry,u just drived your $$ bowl alway.Haha.Its your loss.
What a weird description.Well, i got the crumpler bag thingy settled like within 3 min.That was fast and efficient.Finally can rest my mind in peace le.

Next,is the MOL thingy.It just pisses me off ok.I do all question and damn u systems just give me a 2 stars? what is this? i like..complete everything already lar.Others did exactly the same thing as me,why isit that some got 3 starts and some got 4 starts.Excuse me, we did the same type,same number of questions.Wrong,repeat,Correct, proceed.So what the hell is this freakin problem?What's with that freak mode stupid MOL.somehow, i think the sch depends too much on IT and computer.sThis should not be the way aint it? Why should men let technology to take over our living brains.Come on. We can do stuff without coms.Waste electricity,watse resources from earth.eg fossil fuels ect to generate elec.
HARM my eyesight cause of prolonged starring at the damn com.Waste my hand energy.Must write down workings and still the extra effort to type ans on the web. This system aint good at all.Its not working cause it can't even funtion properly.So whoever created this thing.PLEASE GO AND IMPROVE ON IT CAUSE THERE'S TOO MUCH FLAWS!!!GET IT??.Shitty stuffs are pissin me off.It just makes my day worse and never the better.Shit these stupid online things! To hell they go.

2007-04-21T00:56:00.000-07:00

GM fell down cause of the slippery floor! now admitted to Changi hospital le.The doc say got bone fracture and needed to rest a bit more cause of her age.Needed extra care.Sigh..seeing her in pain really makes me feel bad.It must have been hard for her to handle the accident.Poor maid also kanna scolded by auntie. But..its not entirely her fault though.She didn't wish for that to happen.According to her statements,she planned to clean the floor but went to toilet for bio break.Sigh.Then of all time GM go to kitchen.THEN=incident happen le lo.

Just came back from Changi.H.So tired.wanna rest for a while.So pardon me for saying so little.ZzZZZ.....sign off le.

2007-04-19T07:16:00.000-07:00

so many homework.Sigh...
APS got homework,IAC got projects,then the ppl kept reminding us abt test and exams.And how u will suffer if u do not pass your modules.WHAT IS THIS?? Its just the first week.come on man.Chill it! haz..sounds easy but its NOT.

Tmr school starts at 8am.I have to wake up by 5.30am.Power phathetic.But no choice.I will be living this kinda life for 2 more years down the road.So i guess i'll just have to accept the way things are meant to be.Haha.Reality sucks but u will benefit if u dare face up to it and not run away.For those who refuse to face reality,u can continue living in your own dream world.And all the best to you.Haha.Ok,wait.What has this got to do with my transportation.I'm going a bit far from the point.But who cares man,i just type things that come across my mind at that particular instant.Something struck me.So i had to type it out. Apologise for the moment of confusion.It actually show's the way my brain is functioning...madness.

I want to go watch spider man 3.Its a must!! Hehe.cause i'm a fan of action movies provided the actors are good looking ppl.That will attract me.=D.
My mind is still in a confused state.I dunno what i'm doing but i know what i'm doing.Ok this sounds really weird.Let me re-phrase.Hmm..i know i had to do something but i dunno the purpose of doing it.How can anyone does things without a purpose.Come on,even inferential questions always come together with a purpose plus the actions.Sigh....I miss my sec sch days.not the exam please.Especially the teachers and my classroom,my desk.With my weird freakin drawings on it.Haha.I wonder if its still there.I hope it is.Haz..i use permanent marker one leh. Anyway..shall stop here.Cause i needed to sleep early.Tonight till tmr is like a battle against sweet dreams.And the worst enemy of all: THE ALARM!!!

2007-04-17T06:06:00.000-07:00

LSCT
WA LAU!!!!!!!!!!!
Sorry i just had to vent out my unhappiness abt blk 83.
Everything's fine EXCEPT for the stupid slope.As u know the weather in s'pore apart from being hot,its humid and sometimes feels like suffocating with your bags so heavy loaded and the laptops in your arms..u get what i mean right?And u have to walk up and down the slope like several times a day.For a person like me, staying in Tampinese is like sad^2 case.have to spend like one&1/2 hour on transport.So tired.Then must walk up the slope.By the time i reach my class, i'm already half dead.Where got energy to study.All oxygen go to my muscles and legs le lar.Still got any left at the brain department meh.I think only 5% lo.Sad case eh.Thats the unfortunate part of lsct students.Haha.

Apart from that, i'm quite fine with other stuff lar.Going to join NP string.Any commends? My dear friends.Haha.learn guitar.Tmr lesson starts at 1pm.So can sleep later in the morning.YEAH!!

And hor...i very pek chek eh.Why so long le still cannot get to see any of my GLs.Manage to see a few of my BONNET team mates.But the the rest go where le!!! Gosh i miss u guys sooo much.What's got into the world."sob sob..."

2007-04-15T00:19:00.000-07:00

Freshmen Orientation 2007
Camp was really interesting and dirty.haha.The GLs are even amazing.In order to prepare all the stuffs and acitivities,some didn;t even get to sleep and then the next day, they have to carry on with their cheers and all.Sad case.But we really appreciate their efforts.The most memorable event was the mud thingy and the nightwalk.I've tried the nightwalk before in previous sch camps.But not as long as this time round.Its like walking aimlessly around the block.Especially the dark corridors.Creepy and scary.I was freaked out and i wanted to shout.Somehow, i can't.One of the reason is because i've lost my voice, the other is i'm really tired and exhausted after a whole day of avitivities.And after waiting for like a COUPLE OF hours before my turns' up, i'm like..so sianz already lar.Haha.Some of the GLs are really scary!But..still expected cause know got ppl will scare u wat.I was kinda acting tough.But deep down..really bua ta han ar.

Comin up next was the mud pool.For the first time i got covered by mud from head to toe.Inside and out.I've never tried this before lar.The worst was just water.This time is mud and what? cha kuey tiao.Haha.damn fresh lar.I mean,the feeling.Cause its something i never tried before.I see all the Gls always so high..i wanted to gt high also lo.But then physcially, i just can't.My legs and hands,muscles are like..pain.And my voice is pissin me off.I really dunno what to do lo.Then the cheers,some hands movements thingy.Very interesting eh.I wanted to learn.But then i just have to blame myself for being slow.Dunno why my brain feels like floating.I just cannot concentrate.Maybe because if a lack in sleep? Dunno lar.Anyway, i really enjoyed the camp.

TO ALL GLS..
please dun feel sad or sorry if u guys felt that we are not enjoying the camp.We certainly are.Mentally,we wanted to get into the mood as well.But the physcial aspect is just not up to it.Haha.Thumbs up for the effort and well done.I think it would have been much better if we can complete all the events in time without any delay.With sufficient amt of sleep, i think the morale would have been much higher.

10th April

2007-04-08T08:53:00.000-07:00

JOLIN CONCERT

Went to jolin's concert on the 7t April.The show was supposed to start at 8pm.Bt because of the crowd, the whole performance was delayed to 8.30pm.Around there lar.
Hmm..the crowd was extremely passionate abt the whole concert.Have been screaming like..from 8pm all the way to the end of the show 10.30pm.What the hell lar.my ear drums are becoming loose because of this pressure ok.Somemore the sound system was power good lar.
The amphifier..siao liao lo.SO LOUD eh.My heartbeat beating together with the music ok.Haha.Thats a bit exaggerating lar.U know,i'm not a big fan of jolin.Just that i got a sponsored ticket.so i just go and check things out lo.Its my first time to a concert and perhaps the last time also.Since the tickets are so damn expensieve.But it's been a good experience.Definitely worth the $$.But.i've got better things to do u see..like spending the $$ to buy a guitar instead.=D.haha
They sell some of jolin's T shirt,necklace,posters and all.Someting like souviners at the counter.But i bought none at all.cause i didn't bring that much $$ out.Took some pictures.But they aint that clear though.Cause i use my hp cam to take and it damn dark and a bit blurish also.But still can get to see an overview outlook of the whole thngy lar.haha.Jolin said the s'pore fans are so far the best cause she need not really urge us alot to get us into the mood.Haha.I think she's just not familiar
abt the way s'poreans work.Haha.

Before the show starts...

When te show starts...

2007-04-06T23:10:00.000-07:00

Going to JOLIN's concert today.Haha.Sponsored by my cousin.It cost abt $130+.So i suppose the seat's a good one.With a good view of the stage.haha.Hmm..i'm not a crazt fan of jolin.But well, since got free tickets,and i haven't been to a concert before,then should make use if this opportunity to go right.haha.She's pretty good looking.so,no harm messin with the crowd huh.haha.Shall take some photos."if i got the chance"and post it up on my next update.=D

Lookin forward to the 10th aPRIL. cause..its my birthday!HAHA.i wonder how many actually remember it.cause i wasn't expecting much to remember though.It's always been quite a blend ordinary day.So this year won't be much of a different though.Thats all for today.Needed to do fix my printer up.Caused i just changed a new printer.This time its got a scanner and a copier.Haha.Not bad huh.3 in 1 eh.And i only cost $87.90.PROMOTION.in harvey norman.=D
Shallstop here.Bye bye.

2007-04-02T21:56:00.000-07:00

Going to meet Ze Long this friday.This guy, dunno what he want.Ask him wat he plan to do during the meet up he say he had his plans and ask me not to ask so much.By that time i'll know.Sigh..by right he ask me if i'm free on april 10th.Haz..cause of the poly thing i told him i'm not free.I guess he'd probably wanted to give me a cake or wat.a present?Oh manz!!! Haha.so nice.Ok..i'm dreaming again.But how can that be so coincidence right.He probably knew it was my birthday.Haha.Whatever it is...i'm really thankful that he still remembers it.=D
Afterall its been so long we;ve met ever since the school's honours day.He said i grew taller.So happy.Haha.By way to go still.Hmm..shall meet him and do some research.About the way we're living our lives.In waste?meaningfully?haha.
Anyway...i came across these nice videos.Both of them are playing the same song "Canon" but with a different type of styles. Using the electronic guitars.I prefer the chinese guy.Cause i think his style is more creative? Something out of the basic tune.More wild and daring in his composition.The caucasian not too bad either.But then most of the time u can catch the tune of the real "canon" song.So not much of creativity.He's more like following the basic tune layed before him rather than adding in much more diffi feel in it.Haha.So what do u think?
Do u prefer the chinese guy's style? Or the caucasian's style.
Compare:

This is another one.However,this guy will be playing "Carol of the Bells" Using the acoustic guitar.He's really an expert!

2007-03-31T22:05:00.000-07:00

Downloaded this korean learning software lately.Its damn good.cause it teaches u the basic grammers and how u should put the sentences together in different situations and circumstances.Futhermore, they have this speaker who will pronounce it for you plus the konglish subtitles as well.So..it kidna made things easier for me when i had to check if my pronounciation was right.:-).hahaz..
Few more days and i can get my laptop back.haha.Not bad huh! i can't wait to get it back!
Lately, i've been thinking alot of things.abt my goals in life.My purpose of living..what i wanted and where am i standing on this journey.Sigh...
I've been waiting for a TF.But when is it going to appear? there are people who said that its better to have more F than TF(someone who is closer).But i kinda find it hard to agree with that.Maybe it just depends on one's needs and character.Haha.Given his kind of character..i can understand why he thinks that way is the best for everyone.But in my case..it's otherwise.
Haz...to me.having or not as many F aint a big prob to me.What i wanted was a TF.someone true enough to themselves and to me."F"as they appear to be..will always be there in the prescence of happiness.sad to say....Most are not there when u really needed their prescence to be with you.I've witness alot of this and had experience them before.It felt numb but i know of this one day..it will come.All i needed was something more than a surface of love.Something i can feel deep in my heart so i can be proud of it can keep it with me forever.

2007-03-29T22:46:00.000-07:00

Sigh..another day has passed.So fast,so boring.I'm still waiting to learn guitar.But the no of days seemes like never ending and there's still a long long time before i can get to learn my guitar.Sad case.Why sia? But think abt it.It may seem like fun and interestuing.But then maybe when i really get my hands on it.I will begin top dislike it? haha.But i dun think so lo.I really have this passion for it.So how!! Faster leh.I want to learn!!! WHY LIKE THAT!!

Oh..forrtunately enough.Its day 2!! HAHA.so by the time where camp starts..i will have no worries at all! =D.hahaha.Can rest in peace and have loads of fun.

2007-03-28T00:14:00.000-07:00

Went to got my laptop for fixing yesterday.The challenger technician was cooperative and helpful enough.However, my laptop has to be sent to the Hp headquarters for service and i can only get in back in one weeks time.How sad.Lucky i still have this spare old com.Haz....But its damn super freaking slow!!

Later in the evening,i finally get my wish fulfilled.I watch MR.Bean with Ah Shan.Haha...the movie was funny.But not to an extreme extent.The starting was...just ok.But then as it progresses..it became funnier and more exciting.Oh well..now i just hope to get my laptop back asap.And i really have to start some revision on chem and maths already.Will be needing it for my course.Shit lo.OK.

2007-03-26T05:31:00.000-07:00

Went to NP today AGAIN.Firstly, to pay our fees for the freshmen camp thingy.Then,we went to the notebooks[laptop]exhibition.Well well..th day was quite well-planned.Everything went on smoothly and we manage to settle whatever we needed to.
The worst decision ever was to actually but the claypot rice.Sigh..smell like chao tah.So many rice wasted and its damn hot.Haha.But the smell was kinda acceptable for my case.Maybe i was too chinese.Haha.

And somthing very suay ok.My laptop ar..the battery kanna stuck in the laptop ok.Or should i say..The lock part is stuck.Thats why i canot unlock it and get the freakin batt out of my sickening laptop.Not bad eh.Just bought it not long ago only spoil already.What the hell lar.LucKy its just the batt part that has prob.Should be able to settle it in no time.I hope.Tmr bringing it down to challenger and ask them fix it for me.=D

2007-03-23T08:59:00.000-07:00

You Are a Realist

You don't see the glass as half empty or half full. You see what's exactly in the glass.

You never try to make a bad situation seem better than it is...

But you also never sabotage any good things you have going on.

You are brutally honest in your assessments of situations - and this always seems to help you cope.

Are You An Optimist or Pessimist?

You Communicate Like a Man

When you communicate, you like to get to the point.

You're not afraid to say what's on your mind - and leave it at that.

Talking about your emotions drains you. You rather keep them to yourself.

You prefer solving problems to wallowing in your sorrows.

Do You Communicate Like a Man or a Woman?

You Aren't Cutthroat

You definitely have ambitions and drive, but you also have integrity.

You'll get where you want to in life, and you'll do it the right way.

For you, the ends never justify the means.

Are You Cutthroat?

Oh my gosh!! This is so true lar.Not bad at all.Haha.Better than SC's analysing.Trust him,might as well trust the website even better.Afterall these professions major in such areas right.haha..I totally agree.What u guys think then? U guys agree?Ok.enough abt all these stuffs...shall talk abt my day.Haha..
Hmm...my mom took a day off just to spend time with me.I really appreciate that cause u know how busy she is and it aint easy for her to take leaves lo.Cause her kinda job dun really allow her to do so.We went parkway parade and had some great feast there.Its some THAI buffet thingy.Here's the pic.Of my food.Haha.Its only the FIRST ROUND.
Ta da!! Not bad at all eh.And then i got this dagger which is a gift from my dear cousin who just came back from some country i dunno the name cause very long and then he knew i collect daggers.So he got one for me.
Hmm.shall end here cause i'm getting a bit tired already.Bye bye.
LOOKING FORWARD TO SCHOOL.

You Follow Your Head

You're rational, collected, and logical.

Generally, it takes you quite a while to fall in love.

In fact, you've even been accused of being very picky.

While you're cool, you're not ice cold.

You just know what you want, and don't mind waiting to get it.

Do You Follow Your Head or Your Heart?

Power True.I think i follow my head eh..Like the SC thing.I actually think through it before falling in LWH.haha.But then the judgement was totally wrong and i got really pissed off.
Erm..i think enough off all these testing stuffs huh.Quite boring also.Ok.shall really stop here.

2007-03-22T03:28:00.000-07:00

Everything's settled.I can finally set my mind at peace.Woke up at 9 something this morning to do the online confirmation thingy for the poly and posted my brown envo.Then ate some breakfast which spend me abt an hour plus? roughly there lar.haha.Hmm...then i have to meet lyn at tamp swiming complex for some work out.i was quite happy with my performance though in the pool.Swam a few laps back and forth.Should be fine./-500calories.SHIOK MAN!Haha.Met some sporty hot guys there.But aint my type of men.Maybe for lyn since she likes "older" guys. I was planning if i should buy this belt but then i'll have to re-consider it since its not that cheap though.How should i spent the $50?? HOW SIA.i shall plan again.Next mon going to ngee ann poly with lyn to check her stupid laptop.I make sure none is suitable.Haz..no la.just kiddin.Oh well..shall stop here.Cause its time for dinner!!=D.Bye bye..

2007-03-21T00:12:00.000-07:00

Watched STOMP THE YARD yesterday.It was brilliant.Every dance moves represents a hidden message behind in substitution of voval attacks.POWER! I'll rate it 4 stars.It wasn't that surprising for me because i've seen simliar shows before.For example the "drumbline".Just that they used Drumbs moves and beats/rythm to beat the other party.Something like cheering.Oh well..i'm not too sure how to explain it though.U guys should just check em out yourself lar.Hmm..then i remember going to YAMAHA shop,checking the various guitars out.Manz...i'm so going to learn the guitar lo.I want to learn!

2007-03-19T00:01:00.000-07:00

Ta da!! My latest creation.Just finished painting the background.Phew...Finally can rest.shall start on a new masterpiece when the mood's back.=D

And then..the following item is a video featuring yuna ito.It's shown in Orchard Rd.nono.I think its somerset.haha.The sng's nice,the singer's POWER good!!So please check this video out k.And give me commends if u want to.Haha.

2007-03-18T09:03:00.000-07:00

Untitled
From now onwards...i'm not going to put up any sub headings for my post already.cause its causing much headache to me.I'm just going straight to the point.Today, in church, pastor mattew gave a speech on some things which i thought of it to be inspirational.Haha.He mentioned about something that has got to do with the American Army i think.They're slogan being "Believeing in what we can do.."i forgot.Then he said god has a slogan for us too.And its more challenging and inspiring.That is" doing more than what we can do and dreaming of things we never thought we could have" sounds good huh.Haha.just this little phrase to share only.cause he really said a lot of things and i dun think i can possibly type it all out.It'll probably be mind-paralysing to to guys.haha.Oh well..i'm interested in guitar u know.And have always been looking for this chance.Our sec sch used to provide this chance but than i thought it was not good enough furthermore i had to prepare myself for Os.So..i'm really looking forward to poly's activities and hope i get to join some band or whatsoever that has got to do with the guitars.And learn the diffi types of em'. I went to check the market price already.Normal guitar usually cost around $200+ to $700 plus.And usually the electronic guitars are more ex.So i'll have to re consider abt it.But it will definitely not dampen my will in learning guitar.haha.GU zHENG..i'll still remember how to use it for goodness sake.But i won't be going towards that area.cause its not really my interest.Anyway.shall stop here.See u guys soon.Bye..

2007-03-13T06:41:00.000-07:00

Meaningful days..
Phew...what a day! Went to ah shan's hse this morning at 12.30pm for lunch and kinda setteled down at her place to help her with some school work. It's rather nice to help someone out u know.Otherwise i'd probably just stay at home doing nothing again.And spending my life bits by bits in vain.How can! Since i've nothing to do and she has something for me to do.SO..why not.haha
I really can't wait to go sch eh. So sainz..laar.

2007-03-12T08:17:00.000-07:00

1/4 Chicken PlEAaSE.....
"bRb"...sORRY.HAHA.Got to Suntect City for kenny roger's chicken today.Sounds a bit wrong huh.haha.pardon me for the broken eng part.I aint raised from a eng educated family.Basic is fine but pro..i think i'm not up to it yet.LoL.this sickening priyanka want to threaten only.No kenny Roger,she won't turn up.But how can right? Its supposed to be some kinda reunion feast.And i've like..dress up so simple cause i thught we're going for Han's River at Simei.Then a last min notice came in saying that we're going to City Hall instead.Phew...i was so damn sianzz la.So i did not bothered abt the changing part.So as expected..in the end i was like a kid under the comparison with three stepped mature girls.All wearing hihg heels..and dress like some city girls.Gosh i looked just like an underaged girl hanging with four adults.Why like that sia? But i kinda liked the way i am though.Haha.

This priyanka, eat for the whole day also cannot eat finish.Somemore she came up with some stupid idea of packing the food up.Gosh its so damn embarressing lar.What to do.She was the one who insisted on kenny roger and now she's also the one who's not interested in eating the damn chiCken.This is so weird! What to do.She hasn't changed a bit.

Then we went on to the esplanade..going to the roof, as usual those girls are up to some posing stuffs again.And gosh i think there's one pic which i looked just like a buddah ok.Just that i'm a buddah with some small breast,long hair and short ears.Haha.Anyway..i had loads of fun and it would be cool if there's somemore comin up.Will be pining for that day.

2007-03-11T03:03:00.000-07:00

Fellowship of the Mat
Sounds very "Chim" Huh? haha.This is something i wanna share with u guys out there who visited this crappy blog.Haha.Erm..where should i start from.I kinda went for the morning service[Church] today and our pastor was actually giving a talk on this so called " fellowship of the mat" and get this clear ok, its not fellowship of the RINGS but felloship of the MAT. It falls under Luke 5:17.JESUS HEALS A PARALYTIC.

This maT is where the paralysed man lies on and as illustrated in the Bible, some men went carrying this paralytic on a mat and tried to take him into the house to lay him before jesus. However they could not find a way to do so because of the crowd.Hence they went up on to the roof and lowered him on his mat through the tiles into the middle of the crowd,right in front of jesus.And when jesus saw their faith,he said "Friends,your sins are forgiven" . the ppl thought to themselves" who is this fellow who speakes blasphemy? who can forgive sins but God alone?"
Jesus,of course knew what they were thinking and asked them "why are yoi thinking these things? Whoch is easier:to say,'your sins are forgiven','or Get up and walk'?But that you may know that the son of man has authority on earth to forgive sins...." He said to the paralyzed Man."I tell you, get up,take your mat and go home"Immediately the man stood up in front of them and went home praising God.

U see...what i'm doing right now aint telling a story or whatsoever.I thought of putting this up not because the story is inspirational or something but the purpose behind this tale has loads of meaning in it and i truely think there's a need to share it with u guys.

Everyone has a mat of his own.And usually the mat signifys the weakness and ugly side of humanity.the imperfection side of all mankind;Simliar to what i've mentioned above. However, most of us would hide this mat up and put ourselves in disguise so that no one knows about the negative side of us. Please agree with this statement because u will be deciving yourself if u don't. It's not wrong if u dun want people to see your weakness afterall this society dosen't anable us to do so.But if we refuse to show our mat, we will never experience love and healing.I'm not saying that we should show people the uselss side of us and all cause it dosen't make sense at all for a normal person to think like that isn't it since it puts us at a disavantage.But what i'm concerned here is the process of having being excepted and experiencing true love. True friendships[eg" The roof crashers"-they were digging the roof so much that their faces were filled with soil but there was no bits of regrets or unworthy sign on their expressions because all they cared for was their paralysed friend who's still lieing on the mat.They wanted to get him healed and would do whatever it takes to help their poor friend] and love is tested through the difficult times.And only when people knew and are willing to accept you for who you are even knowing the imperfection and ugly side of you..then will you be able to experience true love and healing. Otherwise all we're doing is just living in a pack of lies in our entire life.We'll be deceiving ourselves by refusing to admit the imperfection side of us and being afraid to hear critisiscm.Not only that, we might not be able to actually notice who are the ones who really cares about us because being too perfect a person might just attract friends who are interested of the benefits you can give them and not for the sake of who u are.But because they wanted to have a share of your popularity.I guess we're all kinda grown up more and should be able to understand what i'm trying to say.There's more to it of course but i really have no ideao how to express my feelings out thought these words cause i think its getting really long like an essay.haZ...

But i knew you'd understand...
Its something meaningful and if u've read all that i've said,good for u.And if u don't cause i know this thing here's a bit scary but well..wish u all can grow up healthliy spiritually.haha.

2007-03-10T02:28:00.000-08:00

As i've wished.
Oh well..the JAE posting results were out.I got into my first choice which is Pharmacy Science from ngee Ann poly.I certainly hope i made the right choice about it.As you know, sometimes the things u choose might not be what u expected it to be in real life.Take the course for an example:
I thought pharmacy was fun and because i had great interest for science
i decided to take this course up.To be more specific,it was actually out
of the line because it was biology that i had more interest in it.
And Pharmacy is more about Chemistry isn't it?
Oh well..i still think its going to be fun abd perhaps...STRESS..
It isn't the firts time i have to handle stress though.I just hope my
brain system can adjust to it as soon asap.Haha.And who knows it might not
be as fun as i had expected it to be.Then won;t that be a disaster?
Ok....looks like i haven't gotton rid of this bad habit"having to worry about unneccessary cases"

2nd example: This course i take might not be my future career.There's no guarantee in it u know.

3rd example: The boy u choose..its because u think u liked him and he's your type.But after the trail period, u might find out that that was a totally wrong choice.The final stage-BREAK UP/DIVORCE..
what's the deal? many might thought that way but i think its imp that we don't lose ourselves away in the midst of messing around with love and relationship.

aFTER typing so many crap..i have no idea what i'm talking abt.Do you? Haha.if u understand,that makes u a genius.Oh well..whatever it is i just wanna make a conclusion, God is the key to all Ans.i chose the pharmacy course and had prayed for it.Now that my prayers have been answred and my wish granted,i would like to thank god first for this opportunity.Though i had no idea if i will regret in the future,Still i would like to take up this risk with faith in god and faith in my judgement.The path's already layed for me and all i need to do now is to follow closely behind every footsteps of my guardian angel"who is it" i dunno but i guess its some beautiful thing send by god to guide me along.=D..shall stop here cause i think its long enough.Bye...